Beautiful inside
So lovely and I
Cant see why I'd do anything without you, you are
And when I'm not with you
I know that it's true
That I'd rather be anywhere but here without you

Is this a natural feeling
Or is it just me bleeding
All my thoughts and dreams
In hope that you will be with me or
Is this a moment to remember
Or just a cold day in December?
I wonder
If maybe
Maybe I could be
All you ever dreamed, cause you are

Beautiful inside
So lovely and I
Can't see why I'd do anything without you, you are
And when I'm not with you
I know that it's true
That I'd rather be anywhere but here without you

safetysuit

If you ever need me you know where I'll be
Meet me in California, I'll be there waiting for your call
I'll be there waiting for you

I would pay my last dollar bill
to drive down that road again
to walk up your street once more
to hear your footsteps near the door.
more importantly,
i would give the world
to hear you whisper 'i love you', like you always do.


the day has finally come. it's definitely going to be bittersweet.
i'm brimming with excitement, but still not ready to leave home. It has finally hit me that it's time to grow up... I would be sleeping in my bed one last time, and the next time I come back I won't be the same person. Kinda scary, I have no idea what's in store for me in LA and the toughest part is saying goodbye to you, never knowing when I'll see you again is so painful. Today I had a taste of what the next few months would be like; not being able to call you to tell you about the crazy lady that cut my queue or not being able to embark on our spontaneous shopping trips. I love you. I wish I could be there for you and your family every step of the way. There is not a day that goes by where I don't think of your dad, and you know this, but I miss him more and more each day. I see you one last time tomorrow, you'll be with me til the last second, but inside I feel like I've already left you. This isn't goodbye.

To everyone else,
surreal isn't it, hard to believe we're starting all over again. I thought leaving would be so much easier. good luck :) keep blogging, keep facebooking, live high.
<3
xx




My heart feels like a circus
Too much to take in
It's hard to lose a love
When you were my best friend
So I walk this high wire alone tonight
That way it won't hurt so much
When we say goodbye
That way it won't hurt so much
When we say goodbye
-kathmcphee

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HELL YEAH



what a relief

HAHA




















taken from here

stupid business exam.


told you, kris ftw :)

you know what amazes me, children. love them to death, maybe only at a certain age, but they're fun while it lasts.
I have my little niece visiting me, she's 6, and while i'm typing this, she's singing my soft toys to sleep with my music box playing in the background and kissing them each on the forehead. and well, i think that wore her out because now she's tucked under the blanket sleeping herself, haha.
what makes little girls wanna grow up so fast?

oh. back when life was so simple, i'd do anything to get that back. :)

now to end on a sue note,
lalala!


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very annoyed

oh my,
is it just me or does taylor lautner look fiiiine buff in the latest new moon poster, compared to when he was in twilight.

girls, feast your eyes on thisss :)

amira, princess cut? :)

this is for my lovely girly readers :) i got my dress today, and i wanted to show you how princessy it is. well, okay fine, i only think its princessy because it's poofy at the bottom. anyway, not a perfect prom dress, it's loose in many areas and weird in some. BUT it will do. who gives.

the heart really isnt random, i had to cover something up. lol.
and i cant find my camera! so i took this with my mob phone, and had to tweak it on picnik so it was the right color. aaaaaaaaaanyway, see the poof? :) yah, i know i'm twisted in a weird way, but had to get the right lighting and the right angle to see p-o-o-f. can you imagine, i actualy had to take some of the lining out, it was really MUCH bigger, i would've been a walking umbrella.

2 more papers! i hate exams, firstly because, well, they're exams. and secondly...because i dont get to talk to people unless it's about analgesics, redox reactions or how anti-foaming agents prevent flatulence. :)

i CANNOT wait for friday, i need oozes and doozles of sleep and fun and friends and LIFE.

okay, i had something to say, but i forgot.
OH, mum gave me the credit card to order my dumb cheesy (<-- hah! cheesy! get it?) hamburger phone. yay :)

lovelove.



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i was talking to yorrick on the phone, and i was flipping through the newspaper and doodling (yes, on the newspaper, my dad absolutely hates it). Anyway, after I hung up, I noticed this














I swear i didn't even know I was doing it. my hand (or my heart :) ) has a mind of its own.
I'm so tired of all these stupid articles like "adam is a favourite for the crown", "kris allen wins christian votes", BLA BLA BLA. okay, adam can sing, duh, but honestly, not everybody can appreciate a voice like that, he shouts WAY too much, he always finds the need to show off his vocal range in EVERY song. okay we get it! geez, tone down a little will ya? at least kris allen is a little soothing to the ear.

during chemistry, kris' rendition of heartless was playing in my head like a broken record. i think i almost wrote down 'to a woman so heartless' once in the exam.

SO YES, okay, point is, even my unconscious mind loves kris allen. :)

delusional

here's a random fact

if i could meet any celebrity, and i mean ANY celebrity.
it would HAVE to be steven spielberg.
i'd pick him over Kris Allen anyday.

yup, believe it, stevey trumps kris for me, and most of you know what a big cheesy kris fan i am.

ANYWAY, i was watching indiana jones in Spanish with Spanish subtitles, that's why i decided to blurt out the random fact. i've been having verbal diarrhoea the entire night.

YES!! i finally know how to say 'give me the whip' and 'raiders of the lost ark' in Spanish.
<3 steven spielberg (in an uncreepy way)


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oh, and i love how mimi, banana and sammy are blogging about meaningful things, and here i am babbling on about hollywood. gotta love it. :)

kris allen literally melts my heart.
i feel weak in the knees, haha
<3

i want ...

...the new lomo lca+ :(


because it takes photos like this one













and this one














okay, maybe you can't see how awesome this camera is, but the color contrast is amazing because its got a special lens.

Now I just need to find a way to earn rm960.
Hopefully, I'll be able to afford it by senior trip. but for now, my old friend Diana will have to do. :)