I Live by Faith

2009-08-24T23:10:00.000+08:00

Beautiful inside
So lovely and I
Cant see why I'd do anything without you, you are
And when I'm not with you
I know that it's true
That I'd rather be anywhere but here without you

Is this a natural feeling
Or is it just me bleeding
All my thoughts and dreams
In hope that you will be with me or
Is this a moment to remember
Or just a cold day in December?
I wonder
If maybe
Maybe I could be
All you ever dreamed, cause you are

Beautiful inside
So lovely and I
Can't see why I'd do anything without you, you are
And when I'm not with you
I know that it's true
That I'd rather be anywhere but here without you

safetysuit

2009-08-07T16:08:00.004+08:00

If you ever need me you know where I'll be
Meet me in California, I'll be there waiting for your call
I'll be there waiting for you

I would pay my last dollar bill
to drive down that road again
to walk up your street once more
to hear your footsteps near the door.
more importantly,
i would give the world
to hear you whisper 'i love you', like you always do.

the day has finally come. it's definitely going to be bittersweet.
i'm brimming with excitement, but still not ready to leave home. It has finally hit me that it's time to grow up... I would be sleeping in my bed one last time, and the next time I come back I won't be the same person. Kinda scary, I have no idea what's in store for me in LA and the toughest part is saying goodbye to you, never knowing when I'll see you again is so painful. Today I had a taste of what the next few months would be like; not being able to call you to tell you about the crazy lady that cut my queue or not being able to embark on our spontaneous shopping trips. I love you. I wish I could be there for you and your family every step of the way. There is not a day that goes by where I don't think of your dad, and you know this, but I miss him more and more each day. I see you one last time tomorrow, you'll be with me til the last second, but inside I feel like I've already left you. This isn't goodbye.

To everyone else,
surreal isn't it, hard to believe we're starting all over again. I thought leaving would be so much easier. good luck :) keep blogging, keep facebooking, live high.
<3
xx

My heart feels like a circus
Too much to take in
It's hard to lose a love
When you were my best friend
So I walk this high wire alone tonight
That way it won't hurt so much
When we say goodbye
That way it won't hurt so much
When we say goodbye
-kathmcphee

2009-07-07T00:04:00.000+08:00

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HELL YEAH

what a relief

2009-05-26T14:02:00.003+08:00

HAHA

taken from here

2009-05-21T17:02:00.009+08:00

stupid business exam.

told you, kris ftw :)

you know what amazes me, children. love them to death, maybe only at a certain age, but they're fun while it lasts.
I have my little niece visiting me, she's 6, and while i'm typing this, she's singing my soft toys to sleep with my music box playing in the background and kissing them each on the forehead. and well, i think that wore her out because now she's tucked under the blanket sleeping herself, haha.
what makes little girls wanna grow up so fast?

oh. back when life was so simple, i'd do anything to get that back. :)

now to end on a sue note,
lalala!

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very annoyed

2009-05-20T12:58:00.000+08:00

oh my,
is it just me or does taylor lautner look ~~fiiiine~~ buff in the latest new moon poster, compared to when he was in twilight.

girls, feast your eyes on thisss :)

amira, princess cut? :)

2009-05-19T16:42:00.007+08:00

this is for my lovely girly readers :) i got my dress today, and i wanted to show you how princessy it is. well, okay fine, i only think its princessy because it's poofy at the bottom. anyway, not a perfect prom dress, it's loose in many areas and weird in some. BUT it will do. who gives.

the heart really isnt random, i had to cover something up. lol.
and i cant find my camera! so i took this with my mob phone, and had to tweak it on picnik so it was the right color. aaaaaaaaaanyway, see the poof? :) yah, i know i'm twisted in a weird way, but had to get the right lighting and the right angle to see p-o-o-f. can you imagine, i actualy had to take some of the lining out, it was really MUCH bigger, i would've been a walking umbrella.

2 more papers! i hate exams, firstly because, well, they're exams. and secondly...because i dont get to talk to people unless it's about analgesics, redox reactions or how anti-foaming agents prevent flatulence. :)

i CANNOT wait for friday, i need oozes and doozles of sleep and fun and friends and LIFE.

okay, i had something to say, but i forgot.
OH, mum gave me the credit card to order my dumb cheesy (<-- hah! cheesy! get it?) hamburger phone. yay :)

lovelove.

edit

i was talking to yorrick on the phone, and i was flipping through the newspaper and doodling (yes, on the newspaper, my dad absolutely hates it). Anyway, after I hung up, I noticed this

I swear i didn't even know I was doing it. my hand (or my heart :) ) has a mind of its own.
I'm so tired of all these stupid articles like "adam is a favourite for the crown", "kris allen wins christian votes", BLA BLA BLA. okay, adam can sing, duh, but honestly, not everybody can appreciate a voice like that, he shouts WAY too much, he always finds the need to show off his vocal range in EVERY song. okay we get it! geez, tone down a little will ya? at least kris allen is a little soothing to the ear.

during chemistry, kris' rendition of heartless was playing in my head like a broken record. i think i almost wrote down 'to a woman so heartless' once in the exam.

SO YES, okay, point is, even my unconscious mind loves kris allen. :)

delusional

2009-05-16T23:57:00.009+08:00

here's a random fact

if i could meet any celebrity, and i mean ANY celebrity.
it would HAVE to be steven spielberg.
i'd pick him over Kris Allen anyday.

yup, believe it, stevey trumps kris for me, and most of you know what a big cheesy kris fan i am.

ANYWAY, i was watching indiana jones ~~in Spanish~~ with Spanish subtitles, that's why i decided to blurt out the random fact. i've been having verbal diarrhoea the entire night.

YES!! i finally know how to say 'give me the whip' and 'raiders of the lost ark' in Spanish.
<3 steven spielberg (in an uncreepy way)

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oh, and i love how mimi, banana and sammy are blogging about meaningful things, and here i am babbling on about hollywood. gotta love it. :)

2009-04-29T19:21:00.002+08:00

kris allen literally melts my heart.
i feel weak in the knees, haha
<3

i want ...

2009-04-14T17:45:00.006+08:00

...the new lomo lca+ :(

because it takes photos like this one

and this one

okay, maybe you can't see how awesome this camera is, but the color contrast is amazing because its got a special lens.

Now I just need to find a way to earn rm960.
Hopefully, I'll be able to afford it by senior trip. but for now, my old friend Diana will have to do. :)

<3

2008-12-17T20:22:00.001+08:00

exams are OVER, for now :)

christmas wishlist just because i feel like it:
gilmore girls season 2 - 7 (yeah i know i'm kinda stretching it :) )

okay, i'm lazy to think now.
bye

heartbeat

2008-12-08T22:38:00.003+08:00

Last night, Yorrick and I went to catch DUMC's Christmas musical. It wasn't really a musical, but it just brought christmas music from all around the world. I loved it, there were a total of 8 acts I think?
it wasn't too long, it was perfect. My favourite was the African, it's no wonder that I love the African culture. I know I've never been there, but one day I will, soon enough..if my mom says yes, I'll be there next year. :)

So anyway, after Heartbeat, Yorrick and I went to Baskin Robbins. We arrived at 10pm and before we knew it, it was 11:30pm. We sat there for 1.5 hours talking. Amidst all the stress at school, we haven't had a lot of time together. even when we did, I would be doing my homework and completely ignoring him :( So it was nice, although our conversation topic was a bit of a taboo (haha), it was nice. I missed it. And it made me realise how lucky I am to have someone like Yorrick, who is so so precious :). we have so much more than just.... kisses and hugs...flowers and i love you's. You can put a glass wall between us and we'd still love every moment together. aww mushy butterfly talk. but it's true.
I guess I'm writing about it because I really did like spending all that time just talking to him. I also realised that the most memorable moments were the simplest ones. There was one time we just got ice cream (hmm..i see a trend here lol) from the mini market down at my place, and we just walked up and down the street talking and acting silly. We didn't need a movie, or a fancy dinner to have fun.
A little bit of spontaneity is always good people. this relationship's full of it mainly because of Yorrick. He's the fun one :) i'm more serious, but someone has to be right?

anyway,
hasta luego people. dios mia, i've been studying Bio the ENTIRE day!

<3

oh and i still love paramore :]

madness

2008-12-03T22:03:00.003+08:00

quite literally, a black friday

wow, when i read the article, I honestly could not believe what some people would do to get their hands on cheap items? And this happened at a Toy R Us outlet, it's not like its' a bunch of poor people barging into a supermarket so they can get food to last them the year. it's a bunch of self-centered idiots buying toys AND killing people while they're at it.

Are they so 'smitten' by toys that they don't even notice they're stepping on somebody? Especially a pregnant woman? I mean, let's be honest, a pregnant woman is pretty hard to miss.

the nerve of some people. the states should just do without this stupid black friday business. it's black for a reason. it's called foreshadowing people!

so this is what happiness is

2008-12-02T17:56:00.001+08:00

Macbeth and Things Fall Apart,

never again. :)

I'm so happy, I feel like baking.

I <3 Paramore.

chestnuts roasting on an open fire

2008-11-30T22:58:00.009+08:00

I can finally feel the christmas spirit :) after dinner, my family and I came home decorated the tree together... mmhmm!

we brought out the stereo, played Christmas with the Rat Pack. and turned on the air conditioning so it would 'feel like winter!!!!' hahaha, it was fun :) can't say I played a part in it :p I just took pictures and sat on the couch because I was too tired from Macbeth and Things Fall Apart. lethargy mm.pictures! because christmas makes me happy :) oh, and my sister and I tried to propose we each get only one other person a present, we draw from a pool of names, that way we don't get too many unnecessary things, also in aid of the world financial crisis. what angels we are. :) but my dad hated the idea. typical, he wants to get us all presents.

what a stupid lamb

2008-11-29T11:56:00.005+08:00

I watched Twilight yesterday. I was so desperate that Yorrick eventually insisted we watch it at the Gardens. cost us rm18 a pop. :[
BUT, it was ALLLLL worth it. i L-O-V-E-D it. Okay, well I gotta admit it was a tad bit slow at the start. I was beginning to get frustrated and upset with the poor acting and awkwardness :( then things started to pick up during the baseball scene. Let me just say that the baseball scene was AH-MAZING. I'm still thinking about it! i slept thinking about it, and i woke up thinking about it. What a dork :]

Anyway, it was slow at the start because, I just realized that Stephanie Meyer has quite a few silent, if not too many, and awkward characters.
edward is silent
bella is shy or frustrated most of the time
charlie is your typical silent father
put 3 of them together and what happens? SILENCE and awkwardness...which happened throughout the first half hour.

But, I dont' get it when people say its such a bad movie. Becuase honestly, has there EVER been a movie that was better than the book it was based on? NO, so why are people going in there with such high hopes? For what its worth, I thought it was pretty entertaining. Acting could've been a tad bit better, but I thought it stuck to the book as much as it could.

I have so much to do this weekend, but i'm so tempted to read Twilight again. hmm..when did i become such a girly girl?

btw, Robert Pattinson only looks good in the dark, hahaha. but carlisle on the other hand. mmm mmm MMMMMM.

2008-11-27T22:10:00.003+08:00

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2008-11-25T20:43:00.002+08:00

ayee..somebody please tell me why my format is so messed up.

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never mind, figured it out. turns out I had a tendency to click 'enter' after every 10 words. :)

mistletoe

2008-11-25T20:35:00.003+08:00

what a funny feeling. it doesn't even feel like Christmas is coming, but it is. My mom's got our little Christmas mat set out for our tree, now we just have to wait for my cousin's to come put the actual tree up. Yes, that's how it is now. My mum reckons her daughters are too busy to put it up (which is true), so she's getting my cousin to do it. Sad, it used to be such a family affair, or rather..such a mum and me affair. Not anymore. How things change.

Anyway, i'm sitting curled up at my desk listening to christmas music, and it's nice. My little moment of peace, away from work, away from everything. It's raining too. Usually, I would hate the thought of rain, everything's gloomy, but if there's one thing I like, it's rain at night (except when I have tennis and its cancelled -_-).

I've got this massive business case study to work on, and i'm only halfway through, but I have a total of 2000 words already. omg, and have i mentioned that I absolutely suck at writing TOK essays? kill me.

.

2008-11-25T15:53:00.001+08:00

omg, i'm so dramatic. hahaha.

rambles shambles

2008-11-25T15:44:00.003+08:00

this week marks one of the worst weeks in my IB life.
2 orals today, english and spanish. didn't do as well as i
would've liked to.

Had my mock English IOC at 7:45 in the morning. I got a 20, and
o day was nice about it, telling me what i missed etc. etc. only to finish with
'young lady, you're capable of earning a 6'. okay, well i make it sound
like i did totally horrible, but i guess i didn't. i'm just stressed out. :)

and spanish oral, well what can i say. i absolutely hate spanish.
i like the IDEA of speaking spanish...but when it comes to actually
hablar-ing. i hate it, with a passion. I did okay, but then she asked
me why my religion is important to me. how the heck do i answer
in spanish? also, what is the frikkin' word for Golf in Spanish?????

Anyway, i'm working on bio lab now and will work on math later.
ugh, i don't even want to think of how much i have to do over the
next few days. I didn't go for tennis prac today, what a slacker.
I even yelled at my boyfriend today...for something that might
seem a little futile right now. or maybe i had/have reason to be annoyed.
who knows. point is, stress is getting to me, and its affecting the way i treat
people.

Also, some of you may know how I want to go to Africa and do
some AIDs work etc. then my Spanish teacher enlightened me with a story
of her friend who went to Africa, got Malaria and almost died because she
waited 3 days before testing. now that's a story i'm definitely not
telling my mom. my mom.. whose view on this 'crazy African dream'
can be summed up by 'I'd rather you go get married now than go to Africa okay?!!!'

i'm gonna go drown in my sorrows now.
Nicole Soo, i need you to update so I can live off your post-IB happiness. <3

God, please get me through this week.

one last night

2008-11-19T00:35:00.014+08:00

semi. let's just say I'll miss MKIS when I leave next year :(
it was a bittersweet moment. Even though prom is coming soon,
and this isn't our last dance, it WAS our last SEMI-formal,
and some got a little emotional.

so here are some pictures.
you know me, i dont really blog, i just post pictures :)

enjoy

i don't even like beers, and these beers were ah-mazing.

here's to a great ..last 6 months? :)
<3

xxS

tag. from an old friend :)

2008-11-18T23:46:00.004+08:00

1. What’s your ambition?
to live my life. to do everything i've listed out in my journal
'10 things to do before i die' :)

2. Who is more important to you? Friends or boy/girlfriend?
wow, a tough one. i would say friends, because my boyfriend IS my friend.
an amazing friend at that. ha-ha. take that.

3. How often do you think of committing suicide?
never.

4. Do you think you have enough confidence?
hmmm... not enough.

5. How many babies you want?
4. :)

6. Favorite perfume/fragrance?
escada and anything yorrick picks out, he's pretty good for a guy! hahah.

7. What is your goal for this year?
get through school.

8. Do you believe in eternal love?
most definitely

9. What's a perfect girlfriend/boyfriend like to u? (List 10)
faith.conduct.good food etiquette(hahaha).loving.respect for himself and me.
family man. hair i can play with and he wont go 'HEY STOP IT'. spontaneous.
funny. mine.
for those that know my boyfriend...this just spells out Yorrick doesn't it? :D

10.What feeling do you love most?
VICTORY. hahahahha.

11. What is your bad habit?
trying to please everybody.

12. Is there anything you wanna tell the people who hate you?
i'm really not that horrible? o:)

13. Do you cherish every single friendship of yours?
yes. except for the ones where your friend takes you for granted.

14. What does flying mean to you?
high school musical. lol. like you know...flying...soaring? okay, sorry guys,
i'm just in such a weird mood. i've so much work to do!

15. What do you crave for the most currently?
tennis

16. What features/quirks do you find totally sexy on a guy/girl?
great smile and when guys plays tennis :) :) :) :) :) actually, just this ONE guy.

17. Would you rather date a guy/girl who's sweet but not that great looking, or
a guy/girl who's a jerk but cute?
my own question, but its a tough one :)
i wouldn't date a jerk. period.

18.What have you done to yourself to make yourself happy?
what have i done?? what a weird question. nothing actually,
my only happiness comes from other people :)

19. What will you become in another 10 years to come?
hopefully una estrella de las peliculas? :) orrrrrrr, In 10 jaren wil
ik met mijn vriendje trouwen. is this right yorrick?

20. Whats your guilty pleasure? (something you usually wouldnt
admit out loud)
if i wouldnt admit out loud, what makes you think i will now? :D hahah,
i love how i'm no fun at all.

Instructions
Remove one question from above and add in your personal question.Make
a total of 20 questions and tag 8 people.List them out at the end of the post.
Notify them in their cbox that they've been tagged.

I tag:
Sammy Ngooi
Mimi
Amira
Danial

and anybody else :)

actually you know what? don't you think tags are a tad bit weird?
i feel like i'm talking to myself.

where i stood

2008-11-04T23:34:00.004+08:00

and this is what life is like right now.

i'm sitting at my desk, papers sprawled all over the table.
my large business textbook sitting wide open.
my cup of tea, usually with one tea bag now has 2 tea bags.
twice as much caffeine, just enough to keep me awake tonight.
2 oranges, skinned perfectly so i can chew on something, just in case
caffeine doesn't work.

sorry mum and dad for being so cranky, but truth is, i'm just
so tired.

i guess the endorphins and adrenaline from tennis didn't last very long.
oh well, it was nice while it lasted :)

in love

2008-11-04T21:44:00.000+08:00

i am officially in love with tennis <3

it releases endorphines you know! :)

so i'm a little left of centre, i'm a little out of tune

2008-11-04T19:35:00.003+08:00

Okay, so I just really need to vent right now.

O'Day and Daly just piled on another layer of stress this morning, so
i'm even more frazzled than i was yesterday. which is BAD.
TOK essay due in about 3 weeks? WHAT???? when did THAT
happen??

on top of that,
I went to a casting after school today, and i have a feeling..
deeeeeeeep down inside that i totally went loopy and BLEW it.
Yorrick kept assuring me I didn't, but it's his job to be all sweet
right? :(
aiyiyi. now i'm all nervous. I can't seem to get over it. i can already
see the opportunity flapping away with a smirk on its face.

But on a brighter note, something funny happened at casting.

on the way to BluInc, Yorrick says 'hah, wouldn't it be SO funny
if they asked if I wanted to try out for Seventeen magazine? and then
i'd end up in a GIRLS magazine'
so okay, we laugh at the idea of it. yadeedah.
and then we get to the office, and this guy gets me to write up my own
placard thing, then two other workgirls walked past and they were looking
at yorrick AND giggling. they start pointing at Yorrick while whispering
to the guy who was helping me. And suddenly the guy says
'Hey, do you want to try out?'
Yorrick said no of course, but i burst out laughing. the guy was
quite upset, :( he was like 'why not???' awhhh. hahahah

Ah, comic relief for the day.

its all about the dress up

2008-11-02T22:05:00.010+08:00

hey hey, random post, because i have exciting pictures! yay.
Faith's 17th birthday party last night.

enjoy

goth schoolgirl and my pumpkin :) :)

Pebbles and esmeralda :)

confused ming dynasty emperor HAHA, uni-nipple (trust rory),

the joker and facebook. :)

yummy mummy disciplin-er haha. and pin-up girl

no explanation needed, lol

I probably should've worked on my convict look,
and my hair didn't turn out as blonde as i wanted it too.
But it was FUN FUN FUN anyway :)

drama

2008-10-20T16:22:00.003+08:00

is it bravery..or mere foolishness?...
...when you engage in something that you know
will unfold the secrets you dread.

one thing's for sure,
sometimes, you just can't trust love.

and one day you wake up realizing that your life
has just been one vicious cycle.

who says we have to take all this crap?

tag

2008-10-05T19:16:00.002+08:00

there's something liberating about filling out questionnaire's
about yourself, it's weird. may make me sound a little weird
and self-absorbed :) ah its k

school starts again tmrw, lucky it's an easy day. kill me.
11 weeks of school til christmas break.

People who have been tagged must write their answers on their
blogs and replace any questions that they dislike with a new
question formulated by themselves.Tag 8 people to do this quiz and
those who are tagged cannot refuse.These people must state who
they were tagged by and cannot tag the person whom they were
tagged by. Continue this game by sending it to other people.

1 ) Are you allowed to have a bf/gf?
yup

2 ) Describe urself in one word.
people-pleaser. is that 2 words?

3 ) Who would you pick, someone who really loves you,
or the one you love?
wah that's tough. i'd pick someone i love

4) Have you ever loved someone BEFORE but never had
the courage to tell him/her?
no

5 ) Does it feel good to love?
heck. yes.

6 ) What's the best thing to do with the one you love?
anything. lazing around and forgetting all our troubles in life. :)

7) What will you say to someone who doesn't want to believe you?
what kind of a question is this?

8 ) Was there ever a time that you tried to learn to love someone?
yes, heaps of times. and its hard..especially when the other has changed
and we had nothing in common anymore.

9 ) What's your opinion about someone who's jealous?
hmmm.. i get jealous too. but i think that nobody's perfect,
you can't have it all..and with that said..everybody is as beautiful as the other..
as talented as the other etc. and that's the truth.
name me one person who has everything.

10 ) What would you say to playboys/playgirls?
ahahah..no comment. well i do have one...but not one for public
display.

[[ PART 2 * ]]

1 ) Best place to cry?
n the bathroom. oh how original :)

2) Who do you love the most?
now..that's not fair. haha

3 ) Tell us about ur dream last night?
-

4) Ever hated someone so bad?
unfortunately yes. i've even forgotten why, that's how silly its become.

5 )The biggest & most hurtful lie you heard?
my life last year from september to november
was pretty much a lie, a very hurtful one. but oh, dont' even get
me started :) it's the past...right?

In the last week you..
-you went to the movies with? yorrick.
-you talked on the cell phone with? yorrick
-you yelled at? LOL. yorrick, but only over text. :(

~Kissed someone?
er yah. i kiss my dad and mom goodnight everynight :) awh,
trust me, my dad's like a needy baby 'where are my kisses???'
all the time. hahaha. which i find funny.

~Danced crazy? no :( ah, i need some time out with the girls though.
but anyway, i never dance crazy. i dance..but not crazy. :)

~think of the last time u were angry, why were u angry?
not important....

~If you could do anything OR wish anything, what would it be?
graduate from IB.

~If you could have an all expense paid trip, where will you go?
Greece

~Would you or have you ever blackmailed someone?
i would only if i had a very good reason to. haha.

~Are you old fashioned?
depends.... conservative-ness/thinking/values, kinda.
clothes- i dont think so. hahaaa.

~What thing would be the hardest thing for you to give up on?
life.

~5 Things that Scare Me:
- bugs
- dentists
- knives
- being an outcast :(
- Fletcher

~7 Songs Playing in My Head Lately:
- Bounce by timbaland
- desert song by brooke fraser
- say by onerepublic
- ni yao de ai by penny tai
- so close by j. mclaughlin
- 4 minutes by timabland
- say by john mayer

~Words/Things I Always Use:
words/phrases:
- 'that's funny'
- 'WHAT?'
- 'yo'
things:
-mobile phone :)
- laptop
- FACEBOOK is facebook a thing? oh who cares.
- my sneakers :D

and the memories pass us by

2008-09-20T12:11:00.006+08:00

Group IV project at Tioman was good, it was fun in terms of

socializing and what not. but the working aspect was horrible,

at least we're only graded on effort.

anyway, don't have pictures because i forgot to bring my camera.

i woke up late. was supposed to be at school at 8:20am. but i woke up

at 9am. smooth. oh well, whole day was a bludge anyway.

left at 2ish and arrived at tioman at 10pm.

no time for proper update. as usual.

but here's a teaser

as sai would say. 'spaz' but its my constant state. :) notice

everyone's showered and i'm still in my trekking clothes? :)

my work of art. of course, again, i have to look the dorkiest.

senior class of 2009. biggest graduating class to date.

love us :)

bounce

2008-09-16T16:22:00.004+08:00

wow, it has been the busiest week of my entire IB life, but since
IB is my life.
i'll rephrase that,
wow, it has been the busiest week of my entire life,
and i'm sure there's more to come.

I went to Phillipines for a week, Habitat for Humanity. Maybe
when i'm less busy, I'll blog about it. But for now,
I prefer to breathe when i have free time. :)

cheers lovies. have a better life than me.

don't assume, or you'll make an ass out of u and me

thanks patel

2008-09-09T19:06:00.003+08:00

oh also,

it is SO tempting to quit IB.
so SO tempting
very VERY tempting

so FRIKKIN tempting

you get the drift

i mean, some of my friends are like 'oh dont quit ib because you would've
done all that work for nothing' but you know, i can save myself from all the
stress that will come this year! I mean, first of all, i don't need the IB...it's not
like i wanna go to ivy league or do something like medicine or law. also,
westmont only wants high school diploma which i'm getting anyway if
i graduate successfully from high school.
i know it's good and all, but hey, life is meant to be enjoyed. Some of the
most successful people in the world never even finished college let alone
high school.
how many jobs look for IB students anyway?????

so seriously,
do i really need this?

perched on a wing, keep breathing

2008-09-09T19:01:00.003+08:00

Okay, as usual i shouldn't be updating because i have so much work.. i barely
have time to breathe.

BUT i HAD to write about this

okay,

Things Fall Apart has officially taken over To Kill a Mockingbird on my list
of favourite books.

I read Things Fall Apart once over the summer, but maybe because I was
rushing I didn't think much of it. But I just re-read it, and w-o-w. It is an
amazing (highlightboldstrikeunderlinecapitalexclamationmark!!!!!!!) novel.
I love it. I love it. I love it!!!!

okay bye!
wah i sound like a total nerd. ah what the hey

i feel like i'm losing my mind...

2008-08-25T18:12:00.002+08:00

snap... what a bad day.

i know how you feel.

you say... i only hear what i want to

2008-08-21T20:51:00.008+08:00

i was browsing through pictures and i thought this was fun :)

2007

2008

i look so tired here... i know my eyes are closed. but still! can see

eyebags and all! IB has to die!

anyway, kinda ironic how we're even worse in class than before, especially

with exams around the corner. but, you know, we're only seniors once. :)

and that's what you get when you give a bunch of kids stickers and roleplay

jobs.

debfong: hahahah..i know, after so long huh :) i'm surprised you came back to

check! lol

kayjen: I KNOW! :D :D :D

meet me in the hallways and we'll make the world stop and stare

2008-08-13T22:46:00.003+08:00

pictures are on facebook. these are like 2 out of the 100 i took that night. :)

anyway, school is STILL fun, i wonder why. but who cares, i'm not gonna question the happiness/fun streak of school.

but i feel kinda bleh and empty today. weird.
am i the only one that feels like i can't let go of the past? it feels like...it will keep haunting me, in 10 years in 20 years in 30 years. and the feeling reeks.
I wish i could just let it all go, or i wish i didn't have to care anymore.

don't you guys just love sappy sad blogs? :)

i guess i thought this would never end, but when we leave this year we won't be coming back...

2008-08-07T19:45:00.004+08:00

kill me for saying this but school today was..

awesome.

so this is what it feels like to rule the school.

conversation of the day?

ami: "i was so nervous last night! i couldn't sleep because i was
afraid no one would like me!"
me: "honey, you're a senior now, you MAKE them like you!"

wait, don't go so fast..i'm wishing the moment here will last...

2008-08-06T18:28:00.003+08:00

so... school tomorrow,
early assembly and new schedules. new year, new teachers,
new kids.
honestly, where did time go this summer?
to be honest, it's kinda weird starting a new school year, in the middle
of the year.

i've been at home the whole day working on my Business IA, and it's
killing me. though, its quite normal for me to stay at home the entire
day before school starts the next. i just can never grasp the fact that
i can't wake up at 10am the next day.... so i have to prepare myself
mentally :(
i'm depressing like that, haha.

school's gonna be exciting, because we're seniors! oooh, i can't wait
:) :) :) but i know the first 2 days is gonna be quite taxing, so i'm
already planning out my friday night. yay. i also just realised that
this is my last year in good ol' malaysia, and my last year in high school.
after this year, i won't see my friends as often anymore. :(
so i've made a new year's resolution, even though it's not even a new year.
anyway,
definitely attend CUG more often

and

go out more, spending more time with the grade :D
we're seniors......

.......and we deserve to party.

hasta luego

because yesterday is history, and it's never coming back

2008-08-04T21:15:00.018+08:00

so, after more than a year, i'm back.

a lot has changed since my last entry :)

i've had a whole year at MKIS, and it's been
amazing. IB is crazy crap okay, whatever it is, unless you wanna do

something like meds or law. don't do IB, unless you know what you're in for

and you're up for the challenge.

i thought my chinese school years would've gained me some hardcore

studying experience you know? but i was...so .... wrong. hahaha.

but then again, IB is great if you wanna relax in university.

and that's what it's all about right? uni's the best years, all that freedom.

okay, i am not talking about IB right now.

jeez, it's seriously taken over my life.

aaanyway.

i go back to school this thursday.

and .ironically. decided today that i might wanna start blogging again

but i'll think about it.
but hey, give me some brownie points because i'm gonna humor
you with some pictures. if anybody ever reads this! :)

but the trouble with having facebook and multiply is that,

everyone's probably seen these photos.

andrea:

my eurotrip was AWESOME. have fun at yours. i'll update you some time soon.

the group of girls who really did make my first few months so much

easier. well there's more of us, but i dont know where they were. 12 of

us to be exact.

thing about international schools is, you meet extraordinary people

from different countries. i mean, i never would've dreamt of meeting

people from ecuador, sweden, south africa, hungary... it's amazing.

i've had an awesome experience in PLC, but MKIS has by far

been the most rewarding. well, part of that has to do with the fact

that it's home too.

anyway, moving on.

tahnee, the other new girl :) we made it through together.

she totally hated me at first, hahaha. because of reasons that aren't

important anymore becuase it all turned out perfect in the end :)

right tahnee?

and ida, my sweet swede. she will melt your heart, she never

fails to show that she will be there for you whenever you need it.

l-r: kaitlyn, me, mirah, gabi and nush at centre front :)

kaitlyn, my australian beauty... and the most athletic girl i have

ever met. she can whoop ass in any sport, and she's humble to

boot.

amirah, my adik :) i love her like crazy.

the most patient person EVER

gabi, my hungarian blonde :) blonde only because she acts it sometimes.

the one thing i'll always remember about her is that (she probably doesn'tknow this),

but she partly helped me

through the starting stages of my relationship with Yorrick. and she also

never fails to tell me how nice Yorrick is. hahahah.

she left last month to japan, so our group lost an amazing person :(

school's gonna be hard this year, not just because of the work, but also

because so many people have left.

andrew and natasha

met andrew at seasac sport in indonesia.

he's yorrick's friend, super friendly... :)

natasha, Yorrick's sister. she's leaving to Holland this month...

and we're close. not super tight let's be BFFFFFF's forever friends,

but i think it's safe to say we were always there for each other,

i could go to her with my relationship problems and know she'd have some

wise advice, :p.... and sometimes she'd come to me too because she know she can! we've had sleepover and baking sessions too, weird i know, considering

how she's my boyfriend's sister. but hey, it's good we get along so well right?

she doesn't know this, but i love her to death, not just because she's my boyfriend's

sister, but because she's been an amazing friend :) oh one more thing, this girl can make

me laugh like crazy.

she makes fun of the way i say shut up and herb. hahaha...

l-r

rachel, OMG my school saviour! my american buddy. i always said

i was american inside HAh to the hah. anyway, she's bubbly and

you'd melt in her presence too. she speaks her mind, and that's

what i love about her. she wants to make things work.

sai bear, left for atlanta a week ago. and it was the most

painful thing for me :( becuase she meant so much to me.

even though she's in 9th grade, she can give you advice like she's

30.

paintball with some 10th graders and part of our 11th grade
one thing about MKIS is that, it's so small. our grade has like...

50 people i think. and everybody knows each other. and my

first day at MKIS was so easy because eveyrone was so friendly.

i loved it from the day i started. haha :)

and amazing opportunities like going overseas for sport.

gotta love it right? :)

l-r rachel, tahnee, nush, --> faith

annuska, my polish love who speaks too many languages for her own good.

but that's just the jealousy monster speaking :)

she was SO intimidating at first, i've told her this. but now i just love her

and i wanna hug her all the time. she's a little dynamite. not short,

just fun sized right nush? :) we survived Ms. Burn's business class together,

and that's an achievement.

faith, haha, my alien child. alien because she's got every single blood in her.

meaning, she's like...seriously..mixed chinese...american...portugeuse..a little bit

of dutch. and what not. and she's so small, but like nush, she's a little dynamite.

sometimes we have pointless brainless chats on MSN, about nothing and everything.

and even better, she understands my cantonese lingo :)

last but not least,

dear,

Yorrick. :) whom most of you have met at church.
im not embarassed to say that I love him. because I really do.

he has done so much for me, he's taken a taxi at wee hours of the night,

just to solve an argument we just had. he's survived my many pms-y

days. he's survived meeting my mom for the first time, and now she

just loves him. hahahha. and he's stuck with me, through thick and thin.

through our many rough patches. but we're so over those now. haha.

and we've been to a lot of places together, supervised of course :)

he's so open to everything, and i love how we do random spontaneous things.

we pray a lot, individually..sometimes together, he's grown so much spiritually in our 10 month

relationship, and i thank God for His surpervision over our relationship.

God has taught us a lot, and Yorrick will agree to that to.

and we're committing everything to Him now and always.

oh and i can't forget his wonderful family, the other family that i love. because they've

been nothing but amazing.

so, enough mushy talk

i've left a lot of other friends out, but i can only type so much :)

til next time.

hasta luego <3>

cupcakes

2007-05-15T10:41:00.000+08:00

hellooo!

my internet has been down for the past one week.
so annoying.
anyway, i baked cupcakes for mom's day and gave it
out at church.
and i'm tres proud of it. :) i just hope they tasted
okay.

sooo... I worked at Carrefour mid valley for 2 days last week.
and i had to deep fry 2 kilos of chicken for TWO WHOLE DAYS.
and i constantly had oil on my face. it was so
tiring. oh btw, i was one of those supermarket people that
force you to try food. yeaaah, okaaay. good money though :D

oh.. i didn't end up auditioning for digis' whatsitcalled.
because there was no parking :( or maybe i was just too
lazy.
had lunch with brianna instead.
sorry for making you wake up so early :D

....................................................................................
just for kicks :D

i'm doing this project thing..and was looking through
photo albums...came across this baby photo of me.
when i saw it..it reminded me of another photo i took.

1991

16 years later

ooh funny ;)

Easter Lunch

2007-05-03T22:47:00.000+08:00

prettyman

2007-05-03T22:02:00.000+08:00

Okay, i'm too lazy to blog detailly

so basically

i went to singapore last weekend to catch Phantom of
the Opera. and oh .. my .. word, it was SO good. It's one
of those must see's before you die. :D
iT was tres beautiful. I highly recommend watching it,
if you liked the movie.... you'd think it was bollocks after
watching the real opera. alrightey. moving on.

went to MPO to watch london symphony orchestra, i know
you guys think i'm some classical bum. well i am, but i listen to
anything under the sun. hey, music's music.. it's all beautiful.
except for rap maybe :)

but anyway,
for the encore, they played the STAR WARS theme. and
you can not imagine how excited i was. it was SO good,
i'd go again and again if i could.

i was so into it i actually came home and bought star wars
soundtracks on amazon.

what can i say? i'm a confused goof

especially when it comes to star wars and john williams :)

I've spent way too much money the past week, well,
more like the past 5 months. So, I got my mom to
store my atm card in her safe...which i obviously
don't know the combination to. it's either very guai or very
dumb :(

I'm also watching spidey 3 tmrw, yay. i got ticketss, har har.
sucks to be youuuu.

AND i'm auditioning for digi's celebriteen tmrw too HAHA.

ooh, how exciting.

hey, they have pretty good prizes y'know so wish me luck!

...................................................................................................

i stole this tag from Hui Ying...I steal a lot from her.. tag-wise :)

okaay, pretty weird tag thing because most of it didn't make sense.
i've bolded the ones that kinda do though :)

I am not : Leave the Pieces *The Wreckers
I hurt : One Of These Days *Michelle Branch
I love : Popular Mechanics For Lovers *Beulah hahaha, know
any popular mechanics? ho ho i'm funny.
I hate : Sympathy *Goo Goo Dolls no i dont!
I hope : Universe & U *KT Tunstall
I hear : The Mummy *Jerry Goldsmith LOL
I crave : In Repair *John Mayer
I regret : Don't Give Up *Shannon Noll and Natalie Basingwithe
I cry : Roses *Outkast ooh, that should be the name of my new
song!
I care : L'Ombre Et La Lumiere *Coralle Clement
I always : Where Does the Good Go *Tegan and Sara
I long to : Shadowfeet *Brooke Fraser
I feel alone : Float On *Goldspot
I listen : Little Wonders *Rob Thomas
I hide : Look At Her Face *The Coral Sea

I drive : The Sweetest Escape *Gwen Stefani ft. Akon
I sing : Nature Boy *Harry Cornick Jr.
I dance : Choux Pastry Heart *Corinne Bailey Rae
I write : Nowhere Without You *Bob Evans
I breathe : By Heart *Sylvie Lewis hahaha..maybe i do.
I play : Over My Head *The Fray
I am not : O Little Town of Bethlehem *Harry Cornick Jr.
I miss : The Thief *Brooke Fraser yes i do.
I search : Dancing in the Moonlight *Toploader
I learn : Natural Woman *Aretha
I feel : Our Town *James Taylor
I know : Woman *Wolfmother
I say : Say It Right *Nelly Furtado hahaha

I succeed : Salvation Is Here *Hillsong
I fail : The Purest Place *Watermark
I dream : None But Jesus *Hillsong
I sleep : California *Mates of State
I wonder : Someone to Love *Kate Earl

I want : Waiting for You *Ben Harper
I worry : Me and Mrs. Jones *Michael Buble
I have : Sugar We're Going Down *Fall Out Boy
I give : Free *Luke Doucet
I fight : A Grateful People *Watermark
I wait : I'm Gonna Find Another You *John Mayer
I need : The Way We Get By *Spoon
I am : One *MJB ft. Bono
I think : I've Got that Boom Boom *Britney hahahahah, mmhmm!
I can't help the fact that : Requiem for O.M.M. *Of Montreal
I stay : Breaking the Ice *Mojave 3

jocks

2007-04-25T18:51:00.000+08:00

i stole this off Hui Ying, it's the gun. it's pretty fun and accurate. :)

Read my VisualDNA™ Get your own VisualDNA™

EDIT

slight change in the visualDNA test. mmhmm.

anyway, today, i went to the tmn tun library because
my sister wanted to get something. and YOU KNOW,
the guard wouldn't let me in because i was wearing
shorts. i mean, HELLO? are we living in the 17th
century or something?

but... he let me in eventually because i think he could
tell i was gonna hit him in the head. he gave
me this look and said 'lain kali tak boleh pakai ya.' whatever!

and you know, there're these dress codes for entering
the library. and one said 'tidak boleh pakai baju tidur'
yeah, i would so go prancing around the library
in my sleepers. gosh.

sorry, big ranting moment.

Grey's Anatomy

2007-04-24T18:41:00.000+08:00

Okay, so i don't NORMALLY do this, well i dont
do this EVER. but see, Grey's Anatomy is by far
my favouritEST tv show ever. So much so i hope
and pray everyday that they never grow old
and will continue to produce more and more seasons,
gosh, how selfish.

Usually, when i get hooked on a tv series, i'd go 'this is
the best show ever.' but after awhile, i watch another
tv series, and i just say 'oh, nah, this beats that'
and the cycle continues.

BUT, This is the one tv show where my mind
is just constantly saying 'grey's anatomy is the best
tv show in the history of mankind'.
slight exaggeration? but if you like it as much as me,
you wouldn't think so :)
I mean, i like other shows too, like Lost! yeah, Lost has
a pretty good cast slash storyline, but y'know...
good looking doctor people trumps lost on an island people,
haha.

It might portray the doctor life as some dream job, which
i believe is the exact opposite.
However, we all love a good far fetched drama RIGHT?
Besides, It's got a killer soundtrack, killer cases/storyline
AND a killer cast. so WHO CARES.

It's so sweet it makes you want to cry and wish
your life were a tv show.

and when i say killer cast, i really mean killer cast. They
can all act pretty DARN good yah.

TR Knight and Katherine Heigl

My 2 favourites, Izzie and Georgie!
they gotta be pretty good,
because they beat mcdreamy and all the other
mchot people.

McDreamy

Patrick Dempsey...mmmm, I liked him in Sweet
Home Alabama, what can i say? i have an eye for
eye candy, HAHA, so funny. anyway, he's a bit
annoying in the show, but he's so.... leng zhai. :D

McSteamy

Eric Dane, he's a jerk in the show, but he's
still eye candy :)

McVet

Chris O'Donnell, okay, so maybe the LAST ever
show you saw him in was probably like what? batman
and robin or the bachelor?
But, he's a daddy to 3 now! you can't blame him.
and for a semi old man, he is GOOD LOOKING.
if all vets looked like him, i'd have a houseful of pets.
he was on grey's anatomy for a short while. too short :(

Also, this is one of my favourite scenes, because it
cracks me up every single time.
Don't know if non-watchers would get it, but it's still
funny as. WATCH IT

how funny is that????

hah to the HAH.

ANYHOW, i bet y'all are just ITCHING to watch grey's
super cool anatomy now right?

don't be ashamed. :D

as for the awesome soundtrack, you know how sometimes
you just don't notice the song playing in the background
of a movie? or even if you do, it's just... at the most..1 song.
EVERY single song on Grey's Anatomy is the bomb. It makes
you wonder, where are all these singers hiding? OR where has
hollywood been hiding them, lol. oh, but, that's just me :)

so,

listening to:

Kate Havnevik - Grace*
Kate Havnevik - Unlike Me
Emiliana Torrini - Sunny Road*
Luke Doucet - Free
Adrienne Pierce - Fool's Gold*
Corinne Bailey Rae - Like A Star*
Kate Earl - Someone to Love
Monotypes - Deadstreet
Goldfrapp - Beautiful
Psapp - Cosy in the Rocket*
Quicksand - Sleeping at Last
Anna Nalick - Catalyst*
KT Tunstall - Suddenly I See*
KT Tunstall - Another Place to Fall
KT Tunstall - Otherside of the World*
Rob Thomas - Streetside Symphony
Matt Kearney - Nothing Left to Lose
The Coral Sea - Look at Her Face
Grant Lee Phillips - Under the Milky Way
Dixie Chicks - Lullaby

and no, i have not been sitting at home watching
grey's anatomy all day, hahaha. I just caught a
glimpse of an old episode on star world and realised
how much i loveth it :D see, it even gets a special
label, it doesn't even go under 'tv shows'
or something. ho ho.

God, You're still number 1. :)

2007-04-20T17:51:00.000+08:00

sorry nic, i realised i put up pictures of everyone but

you.

we live riiiiiight next to each other, and we didn't

meet up the last time she came back.

so we did this time.

take me there

2007-04-20T16:30:00.000+08:00

yes, i know i promised to update, and i never did.
Now, i don't think i remember exact details anymore!

Last week, went out quite a bit, because people were
back from overseas. mom even said she'd
ground me. GROUND me, how american.
anyway, pictures!

we're grown up and all over the place.
(l-r) UK, Australia, Thailand

we're hardcore like that.

sorry to bore you yitang. :)

this was deliberate, hahaha.

wow, you can actually kinda see my permed
lashes.

Wednesday (11th April)

Went to MS read for din din with weijiunn,yl,yy
and duar. so, as you can SEE, they were
playing cards in ms read. talk about jakun right?
i still love you guys though.

i didn't play, but i was just watching them play
chor dai di... and when i
finished my very yummy
smoked salmon sandwich... the waiter guy said

wg: miss, can i take your plate?
me: pass. i mean, yes.

malu giler okay!

so, after dinner, everyone wanted a ride in my car,
because i'm a super awesome driver. :D
but what they got was the u turn of their lives.
it was funny as. it's kinda hard to explain the
u turn, but it involved a little mini swerve :)
at least they enjoyed it, and i quote "WOW,
reverse and do it again!"

oh, and i have a joke.

why is 6 afraid of 7?
beCAUSE 7 ATE 9. HAHAHAHAHHAHA. GET IT?

hokay.... well, there's a lot more where that came
from...but i dont remember anymore. darn.

Thursday (12th April)

Was supposed to go out to lunch with yl and nicsoo.
But I had the counsellors interview at MKIS which
took longer than expected. :( so, because of that,
i didn't even get to meet up with nic, how annoying,
sigh. NIC, next time okay.

after the interview though, went to bangsar village
which was kinda disappointing, i thought it was
going to be like 'WOW, i could live here' but no.

Friday (13th April)

went to school, and the guard didn't let me in.

so i waited for yi tang, and the guard let him in!
so ikut ikut to 'jumpa miss hariet' and she let us
walk around school, yay. she's the best.

anyhow, gathered a few people into the car,
and went off to the curve to have luncho.
found a parking, and took at least 5 minutes to attempt
to front park. they counted the amount of times
i reversed. i hate parking.

had lunch at Fridays and then we watched ....
Sunshine. lazy to give review yeah.
played foosball/pool, did you know they have
those weird karaoke boxes at cineleisure?
weird.

so dropped naj home, had to go up a scary hill,
got another lecture from mom, cuz
i drove in the rain + i didn't update her on my
whereabouts. :(

i've also come up with a theory that i'm more likely
to get into an accident with my mom in the car. she
makes me so gan jiong because she's so paranoid! but
i still love you mommy.

Saturday (14th April)

Drove to Impact and almost, ALMOST scratched my
car while attempting to park in an obviously-my-gigantic-
4x4-wont-fit space. not to mention the very pretty
sports car next to the empty space.
i was a bit late, so I was thinking 'good thing, noone's
here to witness this oh so embarssing parking'

then kenneth wong shows up :( oh noooooooo,
after Impact, he was like 'you're such a dangerous
driver! blablablablablla'
haha,
OKAY OKAY, my parking's very bad okay! i know!

then i discovered reverse parking, and that i'm
better at that. :D i think

Thursday (19th April)

okay, so most of you know i only start schooling
in August. i'm going to mon't kiara international. and today,
well...yesterday... was my 'preview day'.

I went to school
to sit through classes and just experience the MKIS life. :)
the school is BIG as.

i was so nervous about meeting my classmates, i couldn't
even sleep at night. it was like going to PLC all over again.
Got to school, and followed Stephanie Hooppell to all her
classes. she's really nice, and i enjoyed just going around
school and meeting people...intimidatingly beautiful people
at that.

First period she had PE, so we
played knockout, which is basically just basketball but in
a different form. then chemistry, i was just zoning out,
and pretending like i understood, gosh i'm dumb for my age.
then FRENCH, how fun, i thought i'd come out of the class
being able to speak a little bit of french. but no. did i mention
i have to take spanish next year? mi hermano!

anyhow, then came lunch. I sat with a bunch of people,
and they were super nice, which was very comforting.

and i realised how chinchai this school is, in a super
uberly cool way. they wear any type of flats to school,
wear make up, let their hair out, dye their hairs
with bright colors. it's just the most rule-less school you'll
ever find in m'sia.

anyhow, Lillian's (i think?) having a party this Saturday.
i'm not sure if i can actually make it, but will see how it goes.
though i really want to go, because it'll be good to actually
know a few people before i actually start school.
i just hope i don't actually end up feeling lamp-post-y
weird. :)
so yes, if my other thing's cancelled and i go. expect
pictures

............................................................................................

i just finished watching BBC's Pride and Prejudice.
okay, i though keira knightley's p&p was good, but
coling firth's p&p is THE best. colin firth's so handsooome.

okay, and america's next top model? Anchal doesn't deserve
to be sent home so early. GO HOME JAEDA.

was at sunway, and i saw TWO VW beetles, in the
awesomest colors.
God's trying to tell me something. I'm not expecting a car,
because, its undeserved, but it's nice to dream sometimes :)

weijiunn, duarie and tzern wanna go to laundry or somewhere
else satday night. if i go, i have a feeling that i'll be driving
the very wasted tzern home. to go or not to go, tough. hahah.

tomorrow, i willlll be going to an Orang Asli Kampung
to tutor the adorable kids at Sang Lee! It's something
different, something i wouldn't normally do,
since i don't speak the best malay.
But i think it'll be fun, so will be doing that for half the day.
then yes, IMPACT, which is always the highlight of
the week/weekend. so. okay.

i probably had heaps more to say, but i can't remember cuz
i kept putting it off.
i'm stil waiting for eiran to post up pictures from Sunday's lunch.
hmm.

anyhow,
bye.

Chris Evans

2007-04-12T21:07:00.000+08:00

Watch this trailer

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Chris Evans? I hope he'll still be single when I decide
to get married.

p/s: display picture: don't worry, it's just sparkling juice.
i'm not an alcoholic.
i think i was just fascinated with it cuz we got it for free. :)

//xx

updates+pictures later :)

The Healers

2007-04-10T15:03:00.000+08:00

I love reading old posts, and I came across this.

the greatest band ever

too bad we're not touring anymore, hahaha.

weekend

2007-04-09T22:40:00.000+08:00

Hey all, sorry for the late updates.

Wednesday, 4th April 07

Tony Anthony spoke at PJEFC, and it was THE best
talk i've ever been to. God was seriously moving
in our church that night. I think especially in our
Youths, it was just so amazing watching all the
youths cry out, forget about everything
around them and focus on God.
I loved the talk, and I hated/hate myself
for not bringing anybody.

I guess I kinda feel like even if i do ask somebody,
they wouldn't want to come. But I realised that,
I'll never know if I don't try. The nights before,
I was praying that there'll be a good turnout. Then
when I got there, i was disappointed because the
church wasn't filled to the back. What hypocritical
thinking. I didn't even dare to ask any of my
friends to come.

Bring friends. got it.

Anyhow, some of you know my dog, Cookie died.
She's been living with my cousin the past year. And
my cousin was DEVASTATED, and so his parents
bought him another puppy. We went to visit her!

meet Cookie No. 2 :) even though i think she looks
more like a Muffin.

how adorable is she? ignore my very cute cousin in
the background.

anyway, she's a silky terrier, and is the size of
my PALM. no, my palm's not big, she's TINY.

Thursday, 5th April 07

Look what arrived in the mail :)

the rest of the day was a BLUR.

Friday, 6th April 07

sorry bout the bad angled photo, the lighting wasn't being
very nice to me.
anyway, life just got a lot more exciting.
hopefully this thrill to drive isn't going to die away.

so that was early in the morning :D :D

after that, off to pyramid for an ice skating session.
which was super duper funner painful.
pictures courtesy of eiran :D taken with his
trusty motorola phone

and i hope he doesn't mind.

then we had luncho at Long John Silvers.
They have the YUMMIEST fish, and their fries ARE
good, i tasted one, it was actually really yum!

that's how good the fish was, i look so fascinated
and satisfied it's almost embarassing. i should
be a long john silvers ambassador or something.
ha ha.

can i please have your fish.

then we left pyramid and went to the curve to
catch a movie. so i said 'david can i please drive
your car' he said no. :(

anyhow, stopped at Fridays because Kevin wanted
to collect his testimonial.

i think i miss my job too much.

So we walked to CineLeisure and decided to watch
Meet the Robinsons. We got free popcorn and soft
drinks, how crazy is that. poor eiran, he actually
bought his popcorn.

anyway, the movie....It was so entertaining. I loved
it. I can't be bothered to put up a picture of my favourite
character, GOOB. so cute. well, mini goob, not the
grown up evil goob. WOOPS, i just spoiled it for you.
Sorry.

DEL, you look so happy here. haha.,

Everyone say thank you eiran for the pictures.
no pictures of eiran because he took all the photos.

Then I left, mom let me drive and it was pretty
scary at first but it was alright.
went for din din then went to church for Good
Friday service, which I really liked. It
was reflective and quiet, which is good sometimes.

Good day. :)

Saturday, 7th April 07

am i getting my dates right?

Anyway, I actually can't remember what I did
in the morning. Had breakfast, and
went to church at 7pm. that's all i remember.
I drove alone to church at night, don't think
i was supposed to but nobody was free.
I almost got a heart attack before arriving at the
roundabout. i hate roundabouts, their so
scary.

Easter celebration was SO good.

The play was awesome and creative. I loved it.
Good job and many thanks to all of Impacts
falicitators for such an enjoyable easter.

here's a picture because it's the funniest.

Courtesy of Leon. gosh sue zen, you're such a
photo stealer.

eunice (far right) has THE cutest pose! hahahha.

after that, sent the little cousin back to his house
to get clothes, went back to my place.

Started baking for the 'party' the next day.
Slept at 2am.

Sunday, 8th April 07

Went to church and was super sleepy cuz of the
late night. My sister sang before service started!
It was so good. I'd put a video, but she'd murder
me. Service finished late, and I was getting
very excited/worried because I still had to go home
and cook. So rushed people, and went
home.

Started cooking, and everybody helped.

actually, you know what? i don't have pictures at
the moment. If eiran lets me, i'll
steal his pictures again and blog about the lunch and
today.

but let's just say an oreo milkshake practically
exploded in my face. Just when i said 'wouldn't it
be funny if i forgot to close the cap and started
blending?'

dont expect any pictures of this though.

And also, when i made pancakes in the morning,
the fire exploded in my face. no, really.. it did.
all because of my silly non stick spray.

good night.

faith

2007-04-02T15:57:00.000+08:00

WHEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE
EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE
EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE (x10)

hint?

vroom VROOM :D

updates later!

chains

2007-04-01T22:07:00.000+08:00

i miss you guys so much and really wish i could

graduate from yr12 with all of you. you guys

made my one year in australia THE BEST.

y'all are looking as gorgeous as ever!

i'm glad you guys are still having bundles of fun

with each other.

enjoy the picnic next week :)

love love LOVE

suz

daisy boo

2007-04-01T17:43:00.000+08:00

guess who's back?

The pictures are clearer in real life. my eyes
really aren't that small :D

so i obviously got dragged to Dreamworld, but
it turned out to be pretty fun. But, i think we need
to find a new hobby.

The black stuff on my teeth's bubble tea pearls.
how embarassing.. even though i meant to do
it on purpose. Though..it actually looks like
i'm just laughing with my mouth open. yer.

Here's another one, not meant for little kids.

har har.

We basically arrived at OU, went to Fridays to
give them the cookies i baked, they had a blackout.
How Fridays.

Then we had lunch at Vietnam
Kitchen where we talked about fun mindless
things. Then we walked around and almost
harassed by this scary lady trying to promote
Nemo on Ice. Su may said she said something like
"this is meant for married couples" do we look married?
then we walked to jusco to buy baby things for Nick
and Olee. Wow, baby micah, not even a week old and
already being pampered. :) Kay Jen, you missed a lot
of ooh-ings and aah-ings at baby things. i think i'm ready
to have kids. hope you were okay at home! when i pass
my driving test i take you out okay? We can go visit baby!

anyway,

CUTE RIGHT? okay.

did you know that teething toys help develop communication?
so, if i bite on things, do i develop a wider vocabulary?
ha ha, i'm so funny.

then, we just walked around some more. blah blah blah.
bought super cool random things like

please come down for a concert mr i'm so sexy
john mayer.

i use clearasil. how exciting.

OH OOH, i forgot to introduce you to my new
wooden friend.

:D :D :D :D :D :D :D
-------------------------------------------------
why isn't gwen stefani coming down to malaysia?

another reason why school's good for you.
person1 : yah, all the schools have new headmistresses now.
eiran: why must be headmistress? how about guy?
suezen: (quietly) you mean headmister?

blogspot's so weird. either that i just don't know
how to use it.

vroom vroom

2007-03-28T15:10:00.001+08:00

I love blogs with pictures, but i just CAN'T
seem to upload any. it's soooo sloooow...

ANYWAY, i went for my driving class
today. My exam's next monday, yay.
While we were waiting at the traffic light,
i had to sign this schedule thing which is
proof that i've actually done my driving
hours. I already signed 12 boxes, then
when i was writing the date, i just glanced
through and i realise that i've been writing

xx/xx/06

omg, talk about ketinggalan zaman (<---LOOK, BAHASA!)
right? now my poor driving instructor has to
go back home and blanko the tiny boxes and
write 07 for me.

and that's what happens when you don't go to school.

............................................................................
yeah, so some of you know i used to work at TGIF
right? and while i worked there, i used to bake
treats for them. i baked them cookies, egg tarts,
cakes and things. So, today i get this lovely sms
from Fridays, and before i opened it i was
thinking 'how sweet of them to send me a msg' right?
then to my horror,

"where's my egg tart?"

what the.
haha, enough said.

..................................................................................

i watched Stomp the Yard the other day.

It's your typical dance movie, but the
dancing's so good that you wouldn't even
notice how cliche the storyline is. The
men in this movie have UNREAL bodies,
their abs are crazy...you'd wish you were
a dancer. It would seriously have you
dancing in your seat and thinking of your
own beats/steps.

here, i'll show you mine.

STOMPSTOMPCLAPCLAPSTOMPCLAP
(x4)

ha ha, i'm so funny.

okaay, BYE

on a whim

2007-03-26T21:15:00.000+08:00

People who get tagged need to write in their blog
6 weird things about themselves.
In the end, you need to choose 6 people to be
tagged and list their names.

1. If i stay at home all day, I get depressed at
the end of the day. I don't know why, i guess
it's because i get too much time to think about
things, things that are obviously depressing!

2. I speak with a slight american accent when
talking to strangers. Then they always ask me
if i study in america, which i have never done before.

3. I get self conscious when i'm alone in public.
self explanatory!

4. I'm not a day person most of the time. My
mom says i'm moody in the mornings/afternoon,
but i'm super crazy at night.

5. I only talk alot when the occasion calls for it.
If there is someone who's more of a chatterbox
than me, i keep quiet. If there's an awkward silence,
i talk.

6. People tend to think i'm shy when they first
meet me. Then they think I'm psycho after awhile.

since it's a special day, because i started blogging
again....i'll go up to 12. :)

7. I don't like going on MSN because it's too much
effort typing messages, talking is just faster.

8. I have to blow dry my hair with volumising hair
mousse every single time i go out, or i'll end up
looking like a flathead.

9. When i do anything, i'm never SUPER good
at it, i'm always only average. like playing the
guitar.... i was classically trained, so i forget
pop chords a lot. playing the piano.... just average.
singing, i can only go up to B with my head voice,
otherwish i'm just as airy as britney.

10. One of my eyes' smaller than the other.
eh! but don't stare at my eyes okay!

11. I tend to dream of celebrities. for example,
i once dreamt that oprah winfrey called me up to
be on her show.

12. I permed my eyelashes to make it look longer.
i know i know, i like it...but i just think it's weird
that eyelashes are permable.

I tag, anybody who still reads my blog. hahhaha.
Keshia, now you can take off the 'forgets to blog'
next to my name. :)

.........................................................

..................................

there is no one else for me,
none but Jesus,
crucified to set me free,
now I live to bring Him praise.

dodge

2007-03-26T21:10:00.000+08:00

hi, i'm sue zen and i hate misunderstandings.

i really really hate misunderstandings.

daft punk

2007-01-10T18:22:00.001+08:00

Do doado dooo daaa dooooooooo
Look at what I finally found…

I don’t even BUY CD’s, I just download
them, har har. But for the OC, I’ll make an
exception. It’s SO good, I was practically
itching in the car cuz I wanted to listen to
it so bad.
I cant wait for CNY.

So anyway,
I just survived a stomach flu, which can
be described as the worst day of my entire
life.

I also recently turned 17, and soon I’ll be able
to say
“I can drive”
or
“I drove here”
or BETTER STILL
“I’ll pick you up” Why?
“BECAUSE I CAN”HAHAHAHHAAAHAH…HA-HA.

Did I mention Gorillaz’s ‘Kids with Guns’
makes me laugh?

Trivia
My internet’s so slow, I actually had to write
all of this out on a Word document first. And
managed to proof read it at least 20 times before
the page actually loaded.

new years resolution

2006-12-26T00:30:00.000+08:00

Sometimes, I hate the person that I am.
I often wonder why I can't look past
the indifferences of others. Why I always seem
to notice the bad things rather than
the good things.

It just seems so much easier to tell people
'That's how they're built, nobody's
perfect" but I'm so judgmental, and I
hate it.

And it's for reasons like this God plays such
a big part in my life. He humbles me in
so many ways, He knows what
to give me and what not to.
He's also blessed my family with so much
all these years, God has been SO good. And
yet, I can't even set aside time to reflect
and thank Him.
Some of you know that I've been having
problems with my spiritual walk with God.
for the past month, i've been a Christian
only on Sundays. My bible stays on the
bookshelf from mondays to saturdays
untouched. Without God I've realised
a really bad change in myself.
I've been so ungrateful.

from now onwards, I'm putting God first
before everything. I want to be a better
person, and i hope you guys will help me.

merry christmas and a happy new year :)

xoxo

2006-12-09T11:08:00.000+08:00

meet teddy

and my TWENTY-ONE year old cousin :D

brandon routhhhh

2006-12-09T10:47:00.000+08:00

helooooo

i'm still recovering from a giant gobstopper i had
last night.my aunt took me and my cousin to
the mall..they open late cuz it's christmas season.

i was wearing leg weights while my cousin tried on
jeans. so i was hobbling...people looked at me funny..
like they pitied me. mmmm.....

yeaah, i know..i look like a christmas tree.

and i had this GIANT GOBSTOPPER in
my mouth

someone's idea of FUN.

OKAY, well i'm bored. would you like to see who
took over david duchovny's spot in my
most-yummiest-man-alive...list?

how can someone have features that perfect! mmmm :D
orlando bloom is so last...season...century.

wow, photo updates are pretty cool, but
they take soooooooooooooo long. snore.

okay.... byeee!

resurfaced :)

2006-12-07T21:48:00.000+08:00

hello hello, i've decided to start blogging
again. i TRIED to make my blog a little bit
more exciting...but as you can see, it didn't
really work.

i'll keep it this way
for awhile..until i work out how to change...
things.

so i'll be back in Malaysia next tuesday!
and will be having a 9 MONTH holiday. hee,
in your face. okay, i dont even know how to
increase the font size. schade. but anyway,
call me when you're bored, because i have no
excuse to not be free. unless i get a JOB.

anyway, i went out for dinner tonight
at the city with my friends, and it was
fun fun fun.

i had a wardrobe and hair malfunction.
the curler wasn't working..and i couldn't
use the straightener either. then my dress...
broke.

ANYWAY, after 1/2 hr trying to curl my hair.
i looked like i had a broom as a head.

not exactly as planned.

enjoy..

xx

pictures

2006-07-07T12:37:00.000+08:00

helloo hello!

not sure if anyone still reads this blog.
anyhow,, im in tasmania now...visited the
cadbury chocolate factory which made the
whole tassie trip worthwhile. am with my mom.
watched steve irwin memorial, me and mom
couldn't stop crying.

i got a new laptop over the weekend!
so now i can upload pics as soon as i
take them!!

yeah, leaving for the airport soon.
will update later....maybe.

those who haven't seen my latest photos..

http://myfication.multiply.com/photos

muchos liebe

home sweet home ;)

2006-06-27T13:18:00.000+08:00

well, i'm back and we just got internet!!
i'm at my new house and very bored today.

i've baked 7 times in the past 4 days.
on sunday, ex classmates came, and it
was pretty fun. boys were playing soccer
on my ps2 and the girls were baking.
hahahahha....the brownies turned up
really good, especially while it was
still hot.
in the end, it was only jiunn, alvin,
nic and me. and we ended up playing
mad gab which was omg so funny. hahaha.
father's satay. hah.
then i had to record high school musical
for my cousin. and i watched it, it's
so...... corny. i only liked 1 song in
the movie. i still prefer grease ;)

then yesterday, went out with ahbeng foolu,
liang,joee,ky and chian zen (?). mmhmm,
we ate at dome and i had the yummiest
chicken salad. :D then the girls went to
forever 21 and boys went to get movie
tix. we watched stay alive. nothing
good about it.... it was alright i guess.

then, i went to meet up with the other
group..yl's back!! :) where i dragged
brian along .. and he decided to run
away because they were in school
uniforms?????
anyway, then they went to ms. read,
i had a glass of water! and THEN,
yl wanted to go to bakerzin..to
eat....again. ahaahah.... and we
had yummy desert. and i didn't have
dinner, unless you count diet coke
as a meal!

so all in all, i'd say it was quite
exciting compared to the last week,
where i didn't do anything at all.
but if ANYBODY's free at all,
give me a ring and we'll go do
something...because i'm gonna
be home.... doing nothing.

i went to JY on saturday, and i had
a blast just being back i guess.
never realised how much i liked/like
JY.

anyhow, gonna go... do..something.
bye!

2006-06-08T16:08:00.000+08:00

HAHAHA, we won the grand final for lacrosse!
go pink!

yes, so anyway. term's ending tomorrow, then
i go for work experience at a child care center!
yay...

i got straight As for my midterm.
hahahah. so weird, i took the average of my
math.
okay, so i'll tell you guys.for my first math paper,
i got a 93%...and my analysis paper, i got a 66%.
SO, BIG DIFFERENCE THAT ONE. i took the average
of that, and i got an A. so yay, straight As.
anyway, that's besides
the point. so we're doing trigonometry/graph today.
and i couldn't get the degree answer for 'tan'.
all my measurements were the EXACT same as julia's.
but she got the right answer..and i got .112129348298.
which is WRONG. TURNS OUT, that the settings for
my calculator was WRONG. which means, that throughout
my MATH EXAM, my CALCULATOR WAS GIVING ME WRONG TRIG
ANSWERS. WHICH MEANS, I COULD HAVE GOTTEN A MUCH
BETTER GRADE ON MY ANALYSIS PAPER.
phew. oh well, that's that i guess. julia and
kasten were insisting i tell the teacher, but what
can she do right? she cant give me a mark for
getting an answer wrong...she'll probably think
i purposely set my calculator wrong and all that.

yeah. okay..

random for today.
iz : "okay, i don't know how to say this, similarlaly?

xoxo

man of wax

2006-06-04T08:32:00.000+08:00

Amie tagged me, FINALLY, i have
SOMETHING TO DO.
thanks amie

8 Things About My Perfect Lover

- The tagged victim has to come up with 8 different
things about his/her perfect lover.
- Must mention the gender of his/her perfect lover.
- Tag 8 other victims and add a heart on their blog.
- If you are tagged a second time, there is no need
of doing this.
- Lastly, most importantly, have fun doing it.

1. He has to play at least 1 instrument.
Yeah, I just think that guys who play instruments
are really yeng. :) and it'll be so cool,
we can make recordings together.. hahaha. okaaaay,
moving on.

2. Goodlooking
i know looks dont really matter, but i guess
it always has to me. he doesn't have to
be omg drop dead gorgeous, just slightly
above average i guess.

3. He has to understand and respect me.

4. He has to be funny, but not up to the
extent where he gets annoying most of the time.

5. honest.

6. I want him to be able to give me some
space sometimes.

7. he has to LOVE kids. i love guys who're
good with kids.

8. most importantly, he has to be christian.

....brownie points if he can sing ;)

sorry, i know i'm supposed to elaborate.
but i guess everything's pretty self-explanatory.

i'm tagging.....
-keshia
-nicole soo
-su may
-daniel
-ashleigh
-dave
-TZERN, who proabbly wont do it.
-Najwa

btw, about the links on the right...i got bored.

annoyed

2006-06-02T17:46:00.000+08:00

it's so annoying how i leave the computer
unattended for a minute with my windows
minimized..and he uses the computer
and my windows....
and exits everything. i mean. WHAT?

geez.

ANYWAY, on a lighter note. i had no school
today but i still had to go because i had
musical rehearsals. it was really fun,
and time went by pretty fast.
for lunch break, we all went to red
rooster..i didn't have anything though.
sat with di,rach and may. we were talking about
random stuff and on our way back we were
talking about how girls get wasted and
smoke at such an early age..at the age of 14.
i mean, no offense to anyone who started
that early, but honestly..14?
i get really sad thinking about it.

okay..sorry if this post is really boring.
SUE ANN (popo) IS HERE BTW. but i have
absolutely NO WAY of contacting her....
mmmmm.

so yeah. okay. love you all!

forehead

2006-05-30T17:58:00.000+08:00

I was scanning my passport photo page,
and was horrified at my 60s center
parting hairstyle which made my forehead
look like a giant helipad.
mind you, it was 3 years ago OKAY?

and i was commenting on it, with the
occasional 'ew's and 'omg's.
when my cousin says something REALLY
funny.

me: oh..ew, my hair was so 10 minutes
ago..and look at my FOREHEAD, it's
HUGE.
rob: yeah, i know..you could stick a
poster on it.

i just cracked up like mad.

anyway, i'm almost done with my exams.
history and geography was suprisingly
easy and i was smiling throughout the
whole exam because i could answer all
the questions. english and math were
so-so, i prefered history and geography.
i've got science tmrw, and german the
day after, then AFTER EXAM PARTY.
yessssssssssssssssssssssss.
i'm not even studying. OC's on in
1/2 hour.
okay. i love you all!
i'm coming home in 2 weeks!

2006-05-22T20:15:00.000+08:00

bumhole..i'm feeling SAD!
i hate it when that happens.

i suddenly miss the band a lot too.
i looked at prom pictures, we
looked SO cool!!! hahhahaha.....

okay.
...

Netball

2006-05-18T11:36:00.000+08:00

Hey all, i'm having lunch in the computer room, not supposed
to, but Amy's doing her project thingy. so yeah.

anyway, we had house sport today, and i played netball.
they put me in the A team, and it was SO hard. omg, i was
playing Defense for the first game, and the girl i was defending
was way too tall or fast for my liking. So I ended up playing Wing
Attack, which was much easier. we ended up winning 3 out
of 5 games.... so ..go rosslyn :D i'm so tired, and
my lunch has never tasted soooo good. yum.
i was so irritated with myself, my mind would be telling
me to do stuff, but my hands would do something else.
iz was standing in front of me, and i was thinking "PASS"
and i ended up doing a bounce pass, and it bounced right
off her foot. BAD PLAY, SO stupid!

played 4 rounds of lacrosse yesterday! and it was really
good! except, we had an argument over something
really stupid, and the umpires were getting yelled at.
yeah, we've been having lots of arguments lately, i
wont be surprised if most of us end up drifting apart.
then we had lacrosse training today, but couldn't
be bothered and just threw balls around. :D

lotsa things been happening since i posted a real
update. watched lots of movies. had sleepover.
took heaps of pictures. did....stuff. :D
so i'll post pictures when i go home, or try
to burn it on a cd here.

SO YES, GUESS WHAT GUYS?
I'M COMING HOME IN 4 WEEKS!!!!!!! HAHA... :D
yeah i know,
why am i coming back so much right? because,
we just moved into a new house, and i'm gonna
help unpack and stuff. my parents got a free ticket
with my dad's points, so i get to go home. but i told
my dad i'll only go home once or twice next year.
anyway, point is. i'm coming home. but dont mention
it to my mom, cuz she doesn't know.
my dad hasn't given me the dates yet. so....i'll tell
later. dont say i never told you naj/mirah. :D

love you all. i'm still hungry =(

i hope you guys can pray for me, not really me. but
i can't tell you guys whats going on, because it's
really personal (in-family) thing. and something
happened to one of my friends. so if you could
pray for these 2 families who have to go through
the process of fixing it (even if you dont know them).
and for me...courage to talk to Ms. X about her
disorder.

love you all....again.

2006-05-14T14:46:00.000+08:00

i've fallen in love with ewan mcgregor all over again....
moulin rouge is now my favourite movie of ALL TIME.

my favourite scene in the movie....sadkjadj...

culture shock

2006-05-10T15:29:00.000+08:00

how awesome eh? i updated 4 times this
week!

drama of today:
Libby, Julia, Fiona, Kasten and I went to the
computer room during lunch to watch this
movie libby made. And Kasten was writing an
e-mail to her friend so i was reading all her
contacts out loud. and i saw this really cool name
"Costecotto, Andrea" (or something like that), and
I said this out loud. and kasten goes
"do you know who she is?"
"yeah, that really tall one right?"
"yeah! omg..i hate her. she's got this fake
nice-ness"
and libby says
"who??? mona lisa?"
"yeah"
"oh, dont worry...we (excluding me cuz i
dont know her) hate her too."
so libby turns back to her computer, and to her
horror discovers that Andrea is RIGHT in front
but with her back facing towards us. all our mouths
dropped open and we quickly dropped to the floor
and sat under the table.
kasten was freaking out, then we saw the girl
next to andrea ask her if she was okay. and then
Andrea wiped her eyes, she was CRYING!! i was
so freaked out. Kasten didn't know what to do.

but yeah, that was the drama. butbefore you think im
mean...let me establish that i played no part
in this except when i said what a cool name Andrea
had. haha.

......................................................................................
on a BRIGHTER note.

today during RE, we wrote about our beliefs and
values so i wrote about saving sex for marriage.
i was reading my friend, isabels', essay. and she
wrote about heaven and hell. this is exactly what
she wrote.
"I don't believe in heaven and hell because that
would mean that someone decides on where we
go. (and it will be too crowded anyway)"
i cracked up laughing.... so cute.

yeah, so as you can see. you get lotsa different
opinions here in australia. you'd think that
all australians are christians and that they
believe in God, but most of them don't.
Which is why it's so important to pray
for other countries as well, not only M'sia.
Pray tht God will move Australia.
"Save Australia,
Pour your spirit out.
On this nation,
send revival to this land."
remember that?! :D we sang that at planet
shakers week before last. reminded me of
pyramid!

also, we were supposed to do this play on
Romeo and Juliet for english. Costumes were
optional, but our group wanted costumes,
but we only brought wigs. and because
it was cold we were wearing our winter uniforms.
which includes black tights.
so as you know, in the shakespearean days, the
guys wore tights...obscene tights. and my friend,
may, suddenly said "Let's just take our skirts
and jumpers off." i just stared at
her and screamed 'NO! i'm NOT taking my
skirt off"
in the end, our teacher didn't come. so we're
doing it tmrw. and i'm wearing my summer
dress tomrrow, so they cant make me
take anything off.

and i might be doing german as a second
language for my IB course next year.
scary =\ that's how much i hate mandarin.

yeah, lotsa homework today and i have to
finish it before 7:30pm. because there are
3 good shows on tonight!!!!!!! nooooooooo.
yeah i forgot to say there're good
tv shows on EVERY NIGHT. i was watching
the OC AND CSI last night. the oc, is so cool.
if you think one tree hill's cool, well......it's
not.

to all sri kdu people. good luck for your exams,
i can tell by all your blog entries that you're
all freaking out. i would too i guess. but
anywya, good luck. dont sleep late and
study all night because it doesn't work, your
mind blanks out in the morning.
and college people too! good luck good luck..
i'll definitely be praying for all of you.

love.

2006-05-08T16:05:00.000+08:00

haha, how funny is that youtube video. i did
it wrong though, it links to the website. sorry.
anyway,

if you're a guy, don't read any further :D

so anyway, GIRLS.
the bad thing about going to a girl's school is
the chances of a girl trying to flush a sanitary
PAD down the toilet bowl is VERY high.
i'm serious. i went to the loo today, and there
was a pad stuck, and tampon wrappers IN
the toilet bowl. according to my friend, there
were blood stains in another toilet once.
how gross is that?

hah, boys, don't say i didn't warn ya.
curiosity kills the cat.

now for unisex news.
i got really angry at my friend today. but
got over it.
i got a 52/55 for my german test!
and a 33/41 for my science test. =
uhm...i played lacrosse today! very well, as
a matter of fact :P hahaha.... i was on a rolllll.
we all played really well.
go pink. ;)

yeah, i'm poofed today. doo doo doo.
oh yeah, i cut my own hair yesterday. hahaa.
i've got bangs now!

bye!

inspired by sara.. i love this scene :)

2006-05-07T19:29:00.000+08:00

phillip island

2006-05-05T17:25:00.000+08:00

i got a 34/35 for my science project. :D

this week has been SUCH A BUSY WEEK!

yesterday our whole year level went
to phillip island on an excursion. the trip
there, i sat next to briony, and it was a
good bonding session cuz we never used
to be close. we got to Cowes, and
we covered our first worksheet, it was
SO cold and windy. the funniest thing
happened. there are tonnes of seagulls
there, and so my friend Asta's really
scared of em. and because the wind's so
strong, it was blowing against the birds.
and the birds were above us, they
were stationary because they couldn't
fly...wind too strong. it looked SO funny.
asta started screaming like MAD, and she
ran. all of us cracked up so bad.

we saw this restaurant that said pizza,
pasta and curry. how random is that?

anyway, after that we went to the
penguin place. and filled in our other
half of the worksheet. then we went
back to cowes and got an hour and a
half to do whatever we want! it was
the best! lol. asta bought a RALPH LAUREN
jumper from the opp shop, and it cost her
...get this. $10. it's original by the way!
how cool's that!!!!!!

then after that, we walked further down
to the surf store. and they were on 75%
sale!!!! and...jo would love this...i got a pair
of billabong shorts for $13! it's so pretty.
i'll take a picture if i can. i was showing
it to EVERYBODY when we got on the bus.
hahahaha. i was so happy.

then, there were 6 of my friends sitting
on the stairs. and suddenly this asian guy
comes up and touches my friend's head and
goes
"what's your name little girl?"
HAHAHA, my friend was SO traumatized.
at that moment, i was so embarassed to
be asian. but yeah. i got over that.
then the seagulls came back and suz kept
scaring the birds so they flew above us.
katie and asta were SO scared, katie was
shivering.

then we went back to the penguin place
to watch the penguin parade!
THE PENGUINS ARE SOOOO CUTE!
:D they're tiny!!!!!!!!! they're only 30cm tall.
there were 10 of us, and everytime a seagull
chased a penguin we'd all go 'awwww!' together.
and i said 'guys...we're such girls.' lol.
so yeah, the penguins were REALLY cute,
except it was so cold. if you guys ever come to
australia, you HAVE to come see penguins.
and the waves at that beach are amazing.
perfect for surfing.
by the time we got back to school, it was 8:30pm.
only half of us stayed for the penguin parade.
so me and my friends got put in a mini bus
and we were singing like crazy the whole way
back and sticking our heads out the window.
i could feel my eyes become sepet. it was so funny.
and cold. and we had the nicest bus driver!
out geography teacher bought us lollies too!

my blonde moment of that day:
(me looking at a fake shark hung in a display
center eating a fake penguin with a blue sea
background)
suezen: hey! do penguins fly?!?!?!?!!
michelle: HAHAHAHA.

well if you dont get it, the blue sea background's
supposed to be the sea, and i obviously didn't
know. i thought it was the sky or something.
i also obviously didn't take into consideration
the shark hanging mid-air.

...................................................................................
today, i had seussical rehearsals, and we'redoing
alright.
it was tessa's birthday today.
katie elbowed me in the face while i was getting
up from my locker.
had a science chemistry test today.
we had our first group fight.
history essay on thomas jefferson the day before
yesterday. i got a 17/20!
have a sleepover/birthday party tmrw.
had a math test today.

and yeah. my cousin signed up at a gym :D

.............................................................................
oh i auditioned for plc idol! i was the first one
at the audition, which was a good thing.
libby came in with me, and i sang 'hero' by
mariah carey. the judges were yr 12 girls

after i sang, they were squealing and going
'that was so good!!!!'
and julia goes 'i thought everyone was gonna
be crap!'

and after, when i had photography class.
alex goes 'anyone audition for plc idol?'
i said yes, and she went 'oh yeah! i heard
you were really good!!'
and i thought 'woah, i just auditioned
10 minutes ago!'

so it was pretty cool. but ill only find out if i get
in next week. wish me luck.

loves.
xoxo

2006-04-18T07:04:00.000+08:00

replies to comments.
sueann - yes. :D uhm, call me before you leave though!
take care popo.
kendrick - haha.
keshia - xoxoxoxo!
poon - haha, watch your language poon boy.
brianna - well excuse me! you should've been more
organized!
foo - haha, yeah, she's coming down for the hols.
it'll zoom past, dont worry. hee.
keshia - you already got my number right.
laur - yeah.. i know. i cant wait to go home.
flory - you too flory!!!
sueann - sorry! well..i have been replying. i think..so
yeah
sara - haha..alright. i'll link you. xoxo
foo - i do!
poon - haha...what do you think poon. i dont even
know what a deck is.
foo - hahaha...ditto.

HELLO ALL.
yes, i know. haven't updated in ages right?
Sorry, week before last, our internet was down, so
i couldn't blog. and the other weeks. i was lazy :D
yeaaah, people probably dont read my blog anymore.
but to those of you who still bother to check once in
awhile. thank you.

SO, i'm on my easter holidays right now. and term 1
has been a BLAST. when i got back from Malaysia
last month, everything was so happening.
we had our sports day, and i won a red ribbon! hah.

last tuesday, my friend Julia had a birthday party.
but it was just our group of friends, so we went to
Chaddy to bowl. hah haha. and i beat eveyrone! i
got a 117! :) mhmm! they all thought i was in training
or something.
before bowling, Julia was teasing me and asking me
if Malaysia had bowling. so I rolled my eyes and
told her we bowled with coconuts. she found it so
funny she went around the class telling people.
some actually believed her and asked me if it
was true. and i was like "yeah, we live on trees too."
HONESTLY.

OH, there's osmething i have to tell you guys.
one of my friend's Danish right. she told that her
friend that she was danish once, and the friend
replied "isn't that a pastry?"
*-) blonde moment.
and once during photography class, i was talking
to Grace, she's asian right. and we were talking
bout us doing silly things and suddenly she blurted
out laughing, "YEAH, IT WAS SUCH A BLONDE
MOMENT" and our class was full of blondes.
I just stared at her, and she was so embarassed.
lol.

anyway, yeah. back to the hapenings.
my easter break started on friday. so on thursday.
i went out with fiona and andrea to Chaddy again.
and we shopped shopped shopped. but, i didn't
buy a lot though. so yeah. it was really fun. we
kept on giong into shops to try stuff and never
bought anything. i'll try ta upload pictures. :D
soon.

and yesterday, my aunt took me and my cousin
to Dandenong Plaza, which had a HUGE supre shop
which had the best clothes for really cheap!
ibought 3 tops. i really liked this old victorian shirt,
but it was a new season thing, so it cost $40. didn't
get it. and i got a really cute skirt from Sportsgirl
for $10, which was originally $70. imagine that.
hah. we spent like 2 hours in Supre. it was crazy.

Week before last, I went to the Planet Shakers
City Church with my friends. and it was really
fun. but its all the way at the city, so i cant go
every week. but i might go this week again,
because they're having this huge event, and
they're giving out free Xbox 360s! hahaha.
anyway, yeah. bout the church. it's really
hardcore. at first i felt like the people there
only went there for the music, i just really felt
like it was a rock concert or something. but they
proved me wrong i guess. they're all really
enthusiastic, when the speaker says something
they agree with, they all stand up and clap
and shout 'Amen' and all that. so it was pretty
cool i guess.

Oh, updates on Seussical. it's the Musical my
school's doing this year. and remember how
i had a callback audition for one of the main
roles? yeah, okay. so after i did that audition,
the next day. I got callbacked for another
audition. This time, it was an acting audition.
i guess it was alright. It was us 3 girls
auditioning for the same part. but in the end
this Year 11 chick got it, and i'm some other
bird girl. when i found out, i was SO disappointed.
hahaha...i was whining the whole day. i guess
you could say i was over confident, because
the other 2 girls who auditioned were so
convinced i was gonna get it, and they kept
insisting i was. so i guess, i kinda expected to
get the part. so when i found out i didnt, i
was just....sad. haha, but anyway, serves me
right. it'll still be fun being a bird girl. i'll
keep you guys updated on that, and take
lots of pictures.

i've got a birthday party tongiht at Dark
Zone. it's gonna be awesome. Dark Zone, is
this place where you wear these vest things,
and you're given a laser gun. and you just shoot
other people's vests, and you get points.
all this is done in the dark.
so i'm really pumped, cuz i haven't dont it before!

yeah, alright. i'm sure i didn't blog bout lotsa
stuff. if i remember, i'll blog again.

OH YEAH, i've been such a couch potato.
this month, i've watched
Grease
Collateral
Ever After
Kiss Kiss Bang Bang
Pay It Forward
Flightplan
Trapped
Emma
Romeo + Juliet
the Inside Man
okay, that's quite alot for a month.

bye everyone.
xoxoxoxo

THE OC TONIGHT!!!!!! :D:D:D:D

p/s: oh yeah, i signed up for PLC idol.
HAHAHAHAA....i dont know what song
to do =\

cuz i'm leaving on a jetplane...again

2006-03-24T18:07:00.000+08:00

i'm leaving people.
I've been such a terrible friend, didn't even
get to catch up or even see some of you.
And I really do apologize, I'll make it up
to you when i come back in December.

Until then. I'll miss you guys heaps. So
yeah, I should stop coming
back so much, because it's so sad leaving
again!
Anyway, take care. I love all of you lots
and lots.

2006-03-20T14:19:00.000+08:00

pictures!!!!

Sunday Punday.

2006-03-19T19:00:00.000+08:00

So, these past few days have been really fun!
I went out with my schoolmates on Thursday,
first, they ate at BakerzIn, then we went to
Moritomo.
okay...wait..i have this feeling that i've told
you all about this already....

wait ah.

okay, i updated about this already.
MOOOOOVING ON.
I stayed over at nicsoo's house on friday.
Ying was there too. We played cards most
of the time, and at about 10pm we watched
Pride and Prejudice. We didn't do much, but
I had so much fun just catching up with them.
I took pictures! and i have a cable! so I'll update
my multiply soon!
Anyway, while we were playing cards, I blasted
my iPod so that we could actually hear it out
loud without having to put it in our ears.
and "This Will Be" by Natalie Cole was playing.
So being me, I started closing my eyes and
clicking/dancing to it.

(Ying to Nicole) "Help me."
"Why? The song's nice!"
(Ying stares at suezen making a fool out
of herself)
"It's NOT the song."

it was really funny at that time, I just started
laughing my butt off.
The next day, Alvin, Chiang, WeiJiunn, JunKit
and Kendrick came over. We played cards
AGAIN. and we walked at the park, then
it started to rain. Then we played MORE
cards. then i went home.

Sunday, went to church. I was so HAPPY.
hee. I got to see everyone again! Most
people were just shocked and the most
common reaction was
"Eh, I thought you just left!!!"
Lol.... but it's alright.
It was good to see everyone again.
I never realised how much I missed them.
But yeah.... it was the first time i was
actually making my parents wait for me.
Usually I'd be urging them to go home.

anyhow, one of my silly bum best friends
didn't turn up at church today. So I had to
go ALL the way to her house to surprise
her. She just got back from China yesterday.
Before that,
I called her brother to make sure she was
coming to church, and it went like

"Hey kenneth, suezen here! When's Steph
coming home?"
"Tonight, my dad went to pick her up!"
"Okay, is she coming to church tomorrow?"
"Yah...she should be."
"Okay, don't tell her I'm back okay!!!!!"
"Okay okay, i'll tell her you're in Australia!"

aiyooooooooo
but he said he was joking. hahaaa

And before I went to her house, I called her
mom asking if I could drop by. and the
conversation went like this.

"Hey Aunty, Suezen here. is it alright if I
drop by to surprise Stephanie?"
"Oh, can can!"
"Where is she? Is she in her room?"
"No, she's standing in my room now,
she's staring at me."
"AUNTYYYY!!! DON'T SAYYYY!!!"

So, when I got there, I thought Steph
was in her mom's room, so I went in,
and there was this lump on her mommy's
bed, I figured she found out who was
coming to surprise her and i thought
the lump on the bed was her.
I know i know, stupid right? So, I hit the
lump, and it turned out to be a pillow.
WOOPS. So anyway, Steph was watching
One Tree Hill in the TV room. I stood
behind her and said. "couch potato"
and she was omg-ing. But she kinda
figured it out, because she heard my
voice over her mom's very loud mobile.
and she asked her mom if it was me, but
her mom said "Nolah, my friend asked
where my daughter was. So I said in front
of me lah." hahahhaa.

So yeah..caught up with her for awhile.
She told me about her China trip. and
she made me laugh so hard.

Anyway, headed to OU with my
cousin later. walked around for
an hour or so and decided we were
bored. So, called mom and decided
to go home..
Oh by the way, OU used to be
overflowing with Sri KDU kids! I've
hardly seen any of you!!! I only
bumped into Mel today!
Y'all are all doing last minute homework
eh!!!!! naughty bums.
:D hee.

got home, I'm making my cousin wait
for me to get done with this post.
SO OKAY OKAY.
BYE BYE!

Surfing :D

2006-03-16T21:25:00.000+08:00

EDIT because i'm not "dramatic"
enough.

HEY ALL! :D
So, it's the commonwealth holidays now. I
went to Libby's beach house for the week,
and she taught me how to surf. While i was
surfing, I saw a rather large fin circling the
very nice surfboard Libby's parents
bought me. This happened when I was
pedalling (with my hands :D), so
I pulled my hands out of the water and
shouted for Libby. She laughed at me -_-
and told me that I'm more likely to die
in a plane crash than get bitten by
a shark. Smart ass.
She stopped laughing when she realised
that the SHARK wouldn't stop kacau-ing
me.
So I screamed and waved
my hands in the air, and
to my utter horror, my
bathers ALMOST fell off.
So aaaaanyway, she had to scream for her
parents, and her parents swam over VERY
slowly to pull me ashore.

Okay, fine. I didn't really almost get
attacked by a shark. Or go to Libby's
beach house. Or get a surf board. But
it's a pretty cool story huh!

Well, I was supposed to go to Libby's
(my PLC friend) beach house during
the holidays. But because the retarded
Australian immigration didn't want to
approve my student visa, I had to come
home. I didn't mind, but I really wanted
to learn to surf, and MEET guys who
surf.

Anyway, haha, you must be wondering
what I'm ranting about.
I'm actually home! As in, Malaysia, home!
It was really last minute. I was going to
surprise school people by turning up at
school. Then I found out that you silly
people had a week off. :D
I also wanted to surprise church friends
by turning up at Youth Fellowship, then
I found out that they had a 1 week break
as well!
So, I was pretty bummed out. And
decided to plan slowwwwly how to
surprise certain people. But, I
took to long, and I realised I only had
a few days left.

So, I told some people today. It's been
5 days since I came back :D SORRY.

WONG SUE ANN, I'M HOME!
I couldn't call you because I didn't
have your number! My phone
went crazy, had no battery, I
forgot to charge it. It runs on a
different charger.

I went out with Alvin, Ying, Nicsoo,
WeiJiunn, Tzern and Chiang today.
And it was pretty fun. It was so
good catching up with them even though
it's only been a month or so.
(btw, if you realise. I've been typing with
rather good punctation and very proper
English. :D)
WeiJiunn really made me laugh A LOT.
Next to Baskin Robbins, they had this
promotion for UZap, that thing that
vibrates to help you lose your flabby
bits or something. And we were standing
at the railings the level above watching,
waiting for Nicole and Ying to get out
of Extreme. Then WeiJiunn said,

"I can tell that girl's really hungry."
"Why?"
"Her stomach's growling."

HA-HA. Well, I found it funny!!!!!
So, first, they went to BakerzIn.
Okay, what's with BakerzIn anyway.
I was reading about it in Debra's
blog, and I thought it was pronounced
Ba-Ker-Zin.
Pfft, misleading name. So yeah, after
that we went to Moritomo because
Ying wanted Salmon. After that, the boys
went to McDonalds, and we did stuff after
that.
Met lots of people! Not as many as
expected, but yeah.

---------------------------------------
Anyway, i haven't been updating in
awhile. I'll tell you stuff that has been
happening recently.

Before I left, the school gave us
photography class people each an SLR
camera. Which is the really old fashioned
professional cameras. We had to take
24 portrait photoes.
I went to the caribbean market and
snapped pretty good black and white
photoes. HEE. Okay, maybe not really
But I'll post them up once I get them
developed anyway.

Sorry I haven't been updating my
multiply. I didn't have my cable with
me!

Erm, we watched Gandhi during the
last day of school. It was pretty good,
but WAY too long to watch at school.
Asta and I ended up wagging the last
45 minutes with the excuse of having
a headache and wanting to go see
the school nurse.

May and Isabel's party was on Sunday,
and that was the day I left. I was
really bummed. But, what to do? :D
My friends wrote me plane letters
though! It was sweet.

The plane ride home was pretty scary.
It was my first time flying home
alone! It was SO boring. I listened to
my iPod throughout the WHOLE trip.
My TV wasn't working, and the only
movie showing was Legend of Zorro.
Pfft. The food was SO bad. And I sat
next to this REALLY weird Ang mo
guy who had this really freaky smile.
:(

I arrived at KLIA, walked out of the
arrival gate smiling like a dork only
to realise my mom hadn't arrived.
I turned on my phone and i didn't
get a signal!!!!! I forgot to sign up
for roaming =Anyway, I had to change money
to use the payphone. Then I hear
my mom screaming my name.

"WHERE DID YOU GO? I THOUGHT
YOU GOT KIDNAPPED!"
"What do you mean where did I go? I
arrived 10 minutes ago. Over at the
arrival gate!"
"I've BEEN at the arrival gate for
half an hour."

I looked at the sign at the back of her
that said "Domestic Arrivals"

"Yeah mom, that's because this
is the DOMESTIC ARRIVALS
gate."
"Oh, really ah?"

omg.

Honestly, and she says I don't
pay attention. Silly mommy.
Okay, pretty long post eyh?
Love y'all.

I GOT MY BRACES OFF! :D

prom! imgine ripoff ;)

2006-03-07T18:49:00.000+08:00

i love these pictures :D HEE
they look better if you click on 'em

seussical!

2006-03-04T05:18:00.000+08:00

HEY ALL!

guess what? I had auditions for the PLC + Scotch
Musical yesterday. and because all the drama
teachers are gonna be at camp next week,
the auditionees yesterday got to know if
they were shortlisted straight after. SOOOO,
I was among the 5 that got shortlisted!!!!

the singing auditions..we had to sing 'Shine
Jesus Shine' ahaha....it was quite fun.
for acting.... you're in a group of 8.....
the scene is the jungle... and all of us are
different animals with different human
characteristics. I was an evil snake.
and suddenly...a spaceship appears, and
all of us have to change our attitudes,
so i had to change from evil to good.
for dancing, you had to dance really
vainly, and arrogantly. you make up
your own moves. but you have to
move..like a BIRD. so all of us were flapping
our hands... and lifting our legs up really
high for like 10 minutes. and it was SO
hot.

so when you're shortlisted you have to get
a sheet of music from the music teacher.
they give you a certain character/role
they think suits you the best...and you have
a 2nd audition...
so .......they gave me the sheet music for
Mayzie.
she's a really really self centred, arrogant,
wild and vain bird. basically..she's REALLY
ditzy. :(
i hope they're not saying i suit the profile.
but anyway, it'll be fun..if i get the role.
i'll get to dress up in colorful feathers.
hee.

miss all of you.

pleaaaase baby pleaaaaaaaaase

2006-02-26T08:41:00.001+08:00

well..mr.brightside was on tv this morning,
so.......

here..enjoy.

the healers 2005...just because i love them.
hahahha.........
yeahi know my hair was really terrible,
who goes to a prom with hair like that,
but i just got back from camp then! i only
had like an hour to get dressed!

.....................................................................

so....mmmmm, PLC's musical is coming up.
we're doing Seussical: the Musical...and my
audition's tmrw. y'all should download the
soundtrack, it sounds really cute. it's based
on Dr. Seuss books! we're doing it with a boys
school! ooh! :)
so pray for me! i'm really nervous!
i have to bring out the wild side of me for
this audition.....which i've never done bfore
so yeah.

btw...house concerts turned out SO well.
our house came in 2nd place, i bet we
only lost by 3 points. hahahah...we did
really well, our house captains were like
crying cuz they were so happy.
i'll try to post pictures...we weren't allowed
to take pictures of the play, cuz we didn't
buy rights, and it's called plagiarism.
but.....i'll try to steal photoes from
my friends.
the theme for house concerts this year was
Oxymoron, and Rosslyn(my house) was
given the title 'Found Missing'.

our story was about a businesswoman
who's the head of this logging business.
one day she gets on a helicopter to
look for places to cut down trees or something.
then her helicopter crashes, she loses her
memory, and a group of villagers find her.
she cant remember why she's there,
but the villagers take her in, and she grows
really close to them. in the end, her pilot
finds her, then she remembers why she
was there, she had to tell the villagers that
she was the one who was planning to log
the forest and she was the one that polluted
their water and made the animals sick.
the villagers felt betrayed, and the chief
told her to leave. she didn't want to.
i loved this part of the dialogue, it went like

'if i leave, can i come back?'
chief: 'only if you make sure there's
something to come back to'

so yeah... she went home in the end.
and the crowd sang a really sad song,
and it was just so touching! we were all
so darn convincing :P

i had loads of fun, they really put so much
effort into these house concerts, you guys
will be so amazed if you saw the backdrop
and the props and all. you'd think that
they were made for serious plays held in
the city or something.
and the school has decided to use
Rosslyn's backdrop for Seussical!
because it's so colorful!!!! :D yay!
and Rosslyn won best evening performance
and best directing...and best dance.
and all that!
okay..i'm babbling.

so.... i'm going to the Caribbean market,
i have to take portraits for my photography
class! they loaned me one of 'em SLR cameras!
whoo!

anyway,
love you guys!

house concerts and no homework

2006-02-22T16:13:00.000+08:00

hey people!
had a blast today,
will upload pictures soon! it was
house concerts, and everybody did
so well i was just having so much fun.
anyway....im kinda bored.
ripped it off Kim.

You Are 22 Years Old

Under 12: You are a kid at heart. You still have an optimistic life view - and you look at the world with awe.

13-19: You are a teenager at heart. You question authority and are still trying to find your place in this world.

20-29: You are a twentysomething at heart. You feel excited about what's to come... love, work, and new experiences.

30-39: You are a thirtysomething at heart. You've had a taste of success and true love, but you want more!

40+: You are a mature adult. You've been through most of the ups and downs of life already. Now you get to sit back and relax.

What Age Do You Act?

yeaaaah...maybe i got it from sue ann ;p

Popular Kid

In high school, everyone knew your name - even if you didn't know theirs.

In fact, your still skating by on your looks and charm. Nothing wrong with that!

Who Were You In High School?

pfffft..yeah...sure.

Your Band Name is:

The Bionic Samoans

Band Name Generator

wow! sounds so much cooler than the healers!

hahhaha...naw brianna..i'm kidding.

Slow and Steady

Your friends see you as painstaking and fussy.

They see you as very cautious, extremely careful, a slow and steady plodder.

It'd really surprise them if you ever did something impulsively or on the spur of the moment.

They expect you to examine everything carefully from every angle and then usually decide against it.

How Do People See You?

oh really now! well..the next test proves otherwise! okay.
i'm really just talking to myself. i'm bored!

Your Personality Is

Idealist (NF)

You are a passionate, caring, and unique person.
You are good at expressing yourself and sharing your ideals.

You are the most compassionate of all types and connect with others easily.
Your heart tends to rule you. You can't make decisions without considering feelings.

You seek out other empathetic people to befriend.
Truth and authenticity matters in your friendships.

In love, you give everything you have to relationships. You fall in love easily.

At work, you crave personal expression and meaning in your career.

With others, you communicate well. You can spend all night talking with someone.

As far as your looks go, you've likely taken the time to develop your own personal style.

On weekends, you like to be with others. Charity work is also a favorite pastime of yours.

The Three Question Personality Test

making memories of us

2006-02-14T16:09:00.000+08:00

the best birthday party i ever had.

My all time favourite picture, never fails to
make me laugh...hahahaha.

Valentines today! hope all of you had an
awesome day! ;)

monday blues :)

2006-02-13T15:08:00.000+08:00

well..no, i'm not sad :D

HI ALL!
i just got back from indoor cricket, and
it was a blast. i was quite noisy today,
i dont know why, but i was screaming
my lungs out, it was quiteannoying.
heeeee.
it was really fun though, i bowled much
bettter, but batted really bad. hahahah,
the bat's so heavy, nothing like softball
bats.

i had double drama today, and as usual,
it was a total bludge. we played 5 different
games. everyone else was so enthusiastic
except for me and Isabel. they were like
"let's play another round!" but we were
groaning. honestly, it's just so weird,
last friday he made us play this game
where we have conversations with each
other in gibberish.

at german, we had a verb assesment.
ARGH, i failed it, roflmao. it was so funny.
german's really complicating, it's like
different verbs are spelt differently in
different conditions, woah, different different
different. anyway, i got everything
mixed up. and all of us were trying to
cheat, in the end, only 3 passed the test.
woops.

AND i fell asleep at english class today,
we were watching a video on Venice,
and i unconsciously closed my eyes, and
when i opened my eyes, my teacher
was standing at her table which is directly
at me. i dont know if she saw, but i
pretended there was something in
my eye, and started rubbing. roflmao.

Downfalls of the coming week and
the past week:
**Deeper (youth group) turned out to be a
party. worship was good though, i felt like
i was at jy, but we didn't have bible study..
we just hung around and ate, quite
disappointing.
**kea leng came to visit, but i wasn't home.
**turned down Shen twice.
**House Concerts rehearsal again this
Saturday. :(
**4 period assessment this thursday

highlights of the coming week
and the past week:
**Playing tennis this weekend! even tho
i dont know how to play.
**talked to my parents and sue ann yesterday.
**Twilight Picnic this friday.
**Blackburn North Baptist this sunday, i
get to surprise Nick! hee :D

......................................................................
I went to Shoppingtown and BoxHill last
weekend, went to look for my sunglasses,
because my uncle accidentally stepped on
mine at the park. hahaha...took forever,
went to every single shop that sold
sunglasses, after an hour or 2 i finally
found one. hahaa..
then i saw really really nice wedges that
i really wanted. but realised that i didnt
need them...so i didn't get them in the end.
hmmmm.....quite weird.

......................................................................
so yeah, i went to deeper on friday, and i
was really disappointed, made me miss
PJEFC more than ever. the youth at
deeper are really weird, they're really
segregated, which was really sad. there
was no....togetherness.
I know JY had a minor problem welcoming
the newcomers and trying to make them
feel comfortable......
but we managed to overcome
it, and at least we actually welcomed them,
here it's just..different.
so....i'm just trying out different youth
groups! I hope you guys can pray for me,
pray that God will lead me to the right
church. for both youth meetings and sunday
services. :) thanks

okay, take care everyone. love you lots.

life here.

2006-02-09T17:08:00.000+08:00

HELLO EVERYBODY! :D
I'm updating! sorry i haven't been doing so,
i've just been really lazy, and i've got piles
of homework. surprisingly, i'm really free
tonight.

thanks to everyone for continuing to comment
on my blog, and keeping it very much alive.
i hope all of you are doing awesome at school.
i miss all of you terribly, it's not even funny.

ANYWAY, let's see. i'll start from the day i
stepped into PLC.

weekend before last, we had orientation camp,
so i had to stay at the plc boarding house for 2
nights. the first 2 days will be all the international
students, and the last day, all the new local girls
will come in.
first day of the orientation program, i was SO
nervous, i kept whining about going, and staying
at the boarding house, what if the toilets were
dirty???? =/ anyway, my first impression of
PLC was really good, because they had a
welcome committee, a whole bunch of girls
to welcome the new ones. and to my surprise
they were staying the 2 nights with us as well!
so it was really cool, cuz they actually sacrificed
their last few days of their holidays to be with us :D

i packed last minute and attempted to stuff
everything into one small backpack. mind you, it
worked. hahaa.. anyway, at the boarding house,
i met 3 girls, jennifer, catherine, and tinja.
all 3 of them were in year 9, i'm in year 10 btw.
they were really nice, they kept me company
until the other year 10s arrived.

anyway, first day was a bludge, met other old
year 10 students, and they were all really nice,
got along well. the next day, we went to
camberwelL! we took a train, we were
supposed to do this treasure hunt thing, but all
of us ended up shopping
anyway, 10 of us went to sofia's for lunch, pizza!
and we saw this weird bald lady, and she was
balancing a bottle+candle on her head, it was so
weird! she wasn't performing or anything, i think
she just liked it that way! weird.
after that, we walked around, i picked up a Boost,
one of the best ice blended juices on earth, and
shopped, didn't buy anything though. the surf
stuff here are SO cheap though. anyway.
while we were walking, we saw these bunch
of REALLY cute guys.

but first, let me tell you, PLC girls have this
rule about not dating Scotch guys. Scotch is
a school we have socials with, let's just say that
Scotch is a very selective school, so you know
what THAT means.

anyway yeah.
when the cute guys walked past (not scotch),
Libby was like "those guys you can date" and
we all laughed. anyway, apparently, they
whistled at us. but i honestly didn't hear
anything. anyway.... yeah. haha

so camberwell was a blast, we got
to know each other so much better, and
we dropped by coles to get food+drinks
for our "secret" party we planned
to have later at night at the boarding house.
in the end, it was cancelled, cuz the teachers
were doing all-night rounds! pffft.

the highlight of this whole orientation program
was when the fire alarm rang at about 6:30
in the morning on our last day.I hate fire
alarms.
i thought it was the morning bell until a girl
burst into our room screaming "It's the
fire alarm! get out!" hahaha....
so we all ran out to the field, and it was
FREEZING cold, all of us were in shorts
and we had to wait out there for the fire
brigade to come. we waited like 20 minutes,
and i think i almost died.

yeah..here ends the orientation program. hahah.
it was really fun, i think it was a really good idea
this orientation program.smart thinking ;)
anyway...school has been really fun.

.........................................................................

so yeah,
i'll only type out highlights of my first week
at school and things happening just in case you
guys fall asleep reading all this. ahhaa.

**finished reading the Undomestic
Goddess week before last, and it was SO good.
hahahaha..i know its chic lit, but still. it was really
good. so thanks steph and poon.

**Played cricket on Monday after school.
before getting on the bus, got my shorts stuck on the
door in front of this really cute guy. smooth sue zen..
smooth,hmmm. i threw really bad. but i've been
practicing! hahaa.. it was a blast anyway

**Going to Deeper tomorrow, which is a Youth group
with libby and andrea.

**Twilight picnic next friday at school

**Planet Shakers City church with susannah friday after
next! PLANET SHAKERS! :D

**Had a block run for PE, thought i was at least a bit fit,
but obviously NOT.

**12 minute swim test on wednesday, pffft.

**There was a snail stuck on the ceiling during
geography, libby poked it with a stick and it
fell on her head. escargot anyone? HAHAHAH....yeah
ahem.

**during RE, our teacher was talking about different
ways of describing something.
example: the exchange of microbes in the saliva of
2 people.

All of us start "ew"-ing and giggling like little kids,
obviously the teacher means kissing. then she goes

"Can someone please give me another definition of
kissing"
MEANWHILE. suezen thought she said
"can someone please give me a demonstration of
kissing"
and i burst out laughing. and our teacher took
AGES to get us to settle down. ha ha

**I sold off my naughty shoes :( which are T-Bar
shoes, cuz we're not allowed to wear it.

**My school actually has popular people,
which is honestly pointless because, not like
they're any guys anyway.

**had my ID photo taken, was really bad.
hahaha...it's currently rotting in my bag, and
i haven't told any of my friends i've got it.
**during german, my teacher commented
on my good german pronounciation and asked
if i've learnt german before :D *beams*

**Have to find a job to earn my own pocket
money! how cool is that??!?!!!

**work experience, planning on working
at a film agency. wish me luck.

**met szeliang and kaiyoung at Crown casino,
what a coincidence. witnessed a big
group getting chased out of the casino for
misbehaving.

so, so far, school has been really good. i've
been enjoying myself. but that doesn't mean
i dont miss home. pfft. i 'm trying to keep
myself as occupied as possible so that i wont
have too much time to think of home.

anyway, imma go watch Lost! my cousin's
having tuition and i'm having a blast dancing
behind her teachers back, attempting to make
her laugh.

love all of you lots.
will try to update more often
have fun at school!

vodafone :)

2006-01-27T13:23:00.000+08:00

hey guys! quick post people! :D
i got my phone line today! so yah, if you guys are
really bored to the extent that you're willing to
spend 20 cents on an sms, text me! :D
i get 60 free smses everytime i reload.
crazy. all i do is sms...if i get to sms for
free, what am i gonna do with my reload money.
????

yeah. i'm posting it here, because im just too
lazy to send an e-mail seeing i have to look
for e-mail addresses from my msn list.

yeap.
1415622816

love, suezen

edit

hahaha..okay. if you wanna call or sms...
its

+61415622816

the six is VERY important. :D

loves.

doo doo doo doo doo doo doo doo

2006-01-26T20:04:00.000+08:00

hello again, i'm gonna update again because i'm really
bored! ;)
yeah, as you all know, i planned a party for my
church friends on tuesday, the day before i was
leaving. little did i know that stephanie turned it
into a surprise party when i wasn't at church that sunday.

that tuesday when i was supposed to have a party,
i came back from OU with my mom at about 3+pm.
then my sister's like, 'let's go watch memoirs of a
geisha'. we've already watched it FYI. and i told her
that i really didn't want to. moreover, the party's in
3 hours and the movie's 3 hours! but she somehow
managed to convince me to go saying that people will
be late. so okay, we leave and watch the movie.
during the movie, i keep getting phone calls from
people asking me for directions and i obviously couldn't
ignore their call! then i get a call from Stephanie. and she
goes 'hello? make i speak to Sue Ann (my sister) please?'
and i get really confused because its not everyday my
best friend calls me and asks for my sister so i go 'what??'
and she repeats herself. i gave up and passed the phone to
sue ann, and knew something was up. i mean, first
sue ann wants to take me out when she knows my party
starts at 6, then my best friend calls and asks for her!

so, after the movie, my sister takes me to eat a muffin!
and i kept fidgeting because i knew my party started!
but she told me my mom said nobody was there yet.
at about 7pm, i get back home, and i was expecting
my friends to go 'SURPRISE'. but there were only 7
people! 7!!!! i was so shocked! after i got changed,
i entertained them for awhile, and some of them
told me they received smses from certain people, and
they couldn't make it to my party. i even got smses saying
that they'll be late. so i was really hurt, because i called
each and every one of them before the party, and they
promised me they'd come. so okay, i was kinda satisfied
with the people that were there. so we decided to eat,
there was only KFC. and i was thinking, just as well la,
not that many people anyway.

then halfway eating, i get a call from Poon, and he goes
'er....suezen, remember i said i could make it for your
party? i erm....i cant la because i have some problems'
and i asked him what kind of problems cuz i was really
upset! when i asked him, he was stammering. he was
like 'errr...erm....uh' and managed to come up with sth,
it was a really weird excuse, but i was just so convinced
that nobody was coming and just believed him! he told
me to meet him at the pool cuz he has something for me.
so i go down with a few people to the pool, and cicak and
jin wei pop out of the stairs and shout 'SURPRISE'. but
i was just really sad and went 'what're you guys doing
here? the party's upstairs. where's poon?'
and they went 'we came to surprise you ma! i dunno
where he is'
so i called poon, and he goes
'hah? isn't anyone there?'
'er....only cicak and jin wei'
'only cicak and jin wei???? nobody else ah?'
'no...are there supposed to be more people? i'll just
meet you at my house la okay'

so i went back. and when i came out of the lift,
kerry blindfolded me! but being the blur case
that i am, i didn't suspect a thing, i just thought
they bought me a birthday cake or something!
so i hate being blindfolded..in case you guys didn't know
hahahahha. i get really scared when i am. so they kept
teasing me by pushing me and stuff. finally they stopped.
when they pulled off my blindfold there were like 25-30
people standing in front of me and they went 'SURPRISE!'
i was SO shocked... i just stared and started laughing, i was
so happy i swear i almost cried when i saw all of them.
even the people whom i didn't expect to come came, so i
was really touched.

so after that, i saw some of them grab bags from behind
the couch and some of them were like carrying backpacks.
turns out that my party was gonna be a pool party! my mom
had booked the pool! it was so awesom, i was just so excited.
i was worried bout food as well, only to find out stephanie
had figured EVERYTHING out. she even bought me a baskin
robbins cake. thanks again steph, love you lots.
she bought me balloons as well! hahahah..i'll post pictures
once i can find my cable. most of the pictures are on
Leon's multiple site.
i was also accused of saying this was the worst party
i've ever had before the surprise when there were only 7
people. but i did not say that people! i remember
the exact words. i said 'this is the smallest party i've ever
had' so yeah. i'm not that mean la okay.

so yeah, we had lotsa fun, had pizza and all. like i said
earlier, keshia poon and sara sang 'leaving on a jetplane'.
did a fabulous job, and it was imprromptu. you guys
rock my socks. :D so yeah, after that, i decided to sing
for them as well. i picked up the guitar and sang 'goodbye
to you' by michelle branch for them.

people got wet obviously, and it turned out really fun ;)
apparently, according to Ms. Stephanie Wong, the party
totally DID NOT go according to planned. but to me, the
party was awesome. I guess everything accidentally fell
into place, thank God :) so thanks ms. wong. it was
honestly the best party every.
thank you to everyone who came to my party, both
school and church you guys really made it a
memorable one, i'm missing y'all like CRAZY right now.
yeah..... by the looks of it, i most probably won't
be able to come back in march or june,
so we're looking at december. yeah. so i guess
i'll see you guys then.

but in the meantime, i'll try my best to update as much as
i can, about stuff over here ;) tsk..high school politics.

i'm already having some problems! how retarded......
i really want to have long phone conversations with
people...but i cant. anyway....blabla.

love,
suezen

i'm here, sad and lonely.

2006-01-26T13:09:00.000+08:00

so yes, I'm here already! after a long tiring flight
AND the long delay. My flight got delayed
til 2 in the morning.

okay, Najwa, Amirah, vishal and isa dropped by
my house before i left and we just hung out
had drinks and stuff. I'm gonna miss you guys muchos!
so yes, by the time they left, it was 5:30pm and i had to
be ready by 6pm, and i still hadn't done my last
minute packing! so i was rushing like a mad cow,
writing a note to my sister and Stephanie and we left
at 6:40pm. we arrived at the airport and checked in
and the woman goes "so yah, your flight delayed
until 1:10am okay?" and all of us went WHAT. at
the same time. we were so freaked out. my dad
actually suggested we go to OU to watch a movie and
come home. but anyway, yeah. leon, shui lin and
pam were there.

I was receiving calls, talking on the phone and
stuff and i spot this really tall girl that looked
ALOT like my dear stephanie wong, and THEN,
i spotted this REAAAAALLY fair guy. guess who.
STEPH AND POON. i was squealing and
accidentally hung up on my cousin. I ran to them
and they were like "pretend you didn't see us"
and ran away. okay....definitely not the 'hello' i
was looking forward to but yeah. my family then
decides to eat a 9 course meal at Eden.

eiran, eric and kevin were nice enough
to come even though it was a school night!
they were eating at mcdonalds and teman-ed
them until they finished. insisted they join us
at eden. but they were shy! yeah, then i
brought my dad, and my dad dragged them there.

steph and poon got me the undomestic goddess by
sophie kinsella, haha. what am i like bimbo? haha,
kidding. but yeah, i liked the first one..so this
one's good so far!!!

after we were done eating, pam left and
she was crying her eyes out, haha. being the
egoistical person that i am i didn't cry, cuz i
always cry only when everybody leaves.
it was about 11pm, and my mom insisted we go
in, but i really didnt want to since our
flight was only at 1am. so we sat at mcdonalds.
and talked, took pictures.

i'm gonna miss you guys lots, thanks for coming,
i HONESTLY, REALLY appreciated it, i was
happy/sad at the same time. ahhaha. so okay,
we decided to let them go at about 11:30pm
since they had school today. i checked in and said
goodbye to everyone, was on the verge of tears. but
mmhmm. left, couldn't stop waving. hahahaha.

my mom and i hung out at the lounge. my mom
went for a foot massage while i just sat at the
lounge, staring at my phone hoping that
someone would call me. but yeah, eventually
my cousin called me!
so i talked to her for awhile, my mom and i then
decided to check in. only to find out that our flight
was delayed for another 1 hour blaaaaaddy.
i met Jean Ni from KDU, and it was good catching
up with her. then i got to talk on the phone
for a bit.

but i was so darn tired cuz i only had 3 hours
of sleep last night. yeah. anyway
we bored the plane. and i see my mom walking
to the business class side, and i'm like 'uh..ma,
wrong way' and she goes.'hah? really ah? how come
the ticket says business class?' and i just freaked out
i grabbed the ticket from her, and it was true!
turned out my mom met her sister's old colleague
and she managed to upgrade us! cool huh?
i felt so ULU, cuz i was taking pictures, but it was
cool, the seats could go down really low and it was
SO comfy. and they served COCKTAILS! which i
obviously didn't get to drink la.

so i reached. to find out that i do not have a
student visa. ahhaa..darn dungu. so i have to
figure all this out soon or i'll get sent home.
but i guess thats not too bad.
lol.
it's freaking hot here as well. like 40 degrees.
and i'm missing everyone so bad. i brought all
my presents and cards along. so i'm gonna
go get my phone line soon.

AH, and i tried my uniform, everything's too big
so i'm gonna go change it tmrw. hahaa.my uniform's
only nice with the jmper. and it's crazy okay,
they want us to wear our dress with the jumper
and a blazer on it.
HELLO? it's summer! blazing hot here! anyway :D

okay.....next post. MY SURPRISE PARTY :D
i love you steph!
poon +keshia. thanks guys i love you muchos.
take care.
e-mail me!! or..i'll email you guys.hahah..

..........................................................................

i hope you dont mind :D

All your bags are packed
You're ready to go
We're standing here in front of you
We hate to wake you up to say goodbye
But the dawn is breakin'
It's late at nite
Your airplane's waitingin Kay-El-Ai-Eh (KLIA)
Already we're so lonesome we could cry

Chorus:
So kiss us and smile for us
We're telling you we'll wait for you
Hold us like you'll never let us go
Cause you're leaving on a jet plane
Don't know when you'll be back again
Oh babe please don't go

There's so many times we've let you down
So many times we've pissed you off
We tell you now
They don't mean a thing
Every place we go
We'll think of you
Every song we sing
We'll sing for you
When you come back
We'll still be singing here

Chorus:
So kiss us and smile for us
We're telling you we'll wait for you
Hold us like you'll never let us go
Cause you're leaving on a jet plane
Don't know when you'll be back again
Oh babe please don't go

Now the time has come to leave us
One more time
Let us kiss you
Close our eyes
You'll be on your way
Dream about the days to come
When you come back with an Aussie slang
About the time when we don't have to say....

Chorus:
So kiss us and smile for us
We're telling you we'll wait for you
Hold us like you'll never let us go
Cause you're leaving on a jet plane
Don't know when you'll be back again
Oh babe please don't go
...........................................................................
Leaving on a Jetplane . the Poon version. haha
thanks Poon, keshia and sara.

...............................................................................

Love Is Only A Feeling

2006-01-20T23:52:00.000+08:00

I'M UPDATING! :) for my dear Keshia. :D

Anyway, where have i been you might ask? let's see,
while all of you were at school or moping at home. I
went to, Singapore and Phuket. :D hahahaha......
i'm kidding, i'm just being a pain.

anyway, yeah, I was in Phuket last week. and it was
a blast. shopping was great, except i have a feeling i
got cheated a lot, ah well. We stayed at JW Marriott,
which was AMAZING. it was the best resort/hotel
EVER. it beats the Four Seasons in BH, california
FLAT. and the beach was wow, but, you wouldn't
wanna go too deep.

ANYWAY, went shopping most of the time and
even ran out of money, that we eventually had
to control our spendings. Thai guys can be very
weird, we went to Patong beach to shop twice in
2 days, and this guy recognized me. he shook my
hand and offered to give me a belt for free. i was
like okaaay, so tempted to take it, but i didn't in
the end. My cousin was stalked by this guy who
was really funny in a cute way. he kept calling
my mom mother-in-law thikning
that my cousin was my mom's daughter.

thai guy: "do you wanna buy a belt?"
cousin: "can you give it to me for free?" :D
Thai guy: "of course, you've already taken
my heart, you can take this belt"

talk about corny right. anyway, i really enjoyed
myself.

Went to Singapore, and didn't do shopping. Only
bought stuff from Body Shop which was
satisfying enough because they were on 50% sale!
i bought a make up bag + lip, cheek stain + mascara
+ 4 cube eye shadow for only ...get this... $17.

...................................................................................
okay, went to school today! omg, the jam outside
school was insane, got in eventually and was a bit
lost because i did NOT see a familiar face, all the
new faces! when i got to the foyer, everyone else was
there. saw so many people i missed so much. and it
was freaking hot, how on earth did i survive with
my school uniform. anyway, heard that school's
really strict now! and yeah.....wish i had gone back
now. me leaving has finally sunk in, and i also realised
i have to catch up with so many people, and i cant fit
everything into 4 days. complete havoc.

I did get to go out with nicotoh today. which was
good, considering the other time we went out,
she was late.... that woman woke up
at like 2pm, when we were supposed to meet
at 2pm. anyway....yeah. sandra, yiyang,
tzern and isa were there. so it was good.

we went to jusco, and nicotoh, being the kepo
person she is.... started spraying Dior perfume
on us. and the guy there scolded
her, and it was all weird. he started
talking bout us to his co-worker. he was like
'budak keci 'ni suka main saja' or rather
something like that la. he was so irritating.
anyway...then we went to Body Shop, and
I made Yi Yang spread Shimmer Lotion on
himself and insisted he go clubbing
:D
and nicotoh bought me the shimmer lotion
which i love very very much. thanks nicotoh.
sandra couldn't keep her mind off the perfume
she wanted to get..she had no money. so i
told her to go return the stillettos she bought
her mom so she could buy the perfume. muahaah.

yeah, nicotoh's leaving tmrw. love you muchos
nicotoh..!

............................................................................

The Healers or whatever you guys are
called now

I was listening to Love is only a feeling, and it
brought back memories of the band. it was
my favourite song we'd done as a
bang :( darn. i'm actually gonna miss them more
than ever now that i actually think of it.
even though i never really talked to Pin, i'll still
miss his stone-ness,
even tho he's not actually stone. yeah. er.
gene, the times he used to sms me at like
2am, and all the weird testimonials on friendster
..yeah..random thought. *-)
nad...i'll always remember the song he sang
about food when he was hungry.
brian... being the pain that he is, was
really fun to be around. special thanks to him
for auditioning me... lotsa love brian.

Isa.... have fun with the band, they're
honestly the best. even without practices,
they rock like crazy.

love you guys muchos!

apologies!

2005-12-23T21:32:00.000+08:00

sorry people, i was so caught up with myself.
i forgot to congratulate people! i'm really sorry.
i can be very forgetful.

so anyway. CONGRATULATIONS to all the
people who achieved As, doesn't matter how many
cuz As are good OKAY. and to all form3s
for getting through the year ;)

love you guys muchos.
i have a birthday party most probably on the 2nd
of January. everybody's invited.

Pictures on multiply!
click here

PMR

2005-12-23T00:03:00.000+08:00

So yes, I got my results. OBVIOUSLY.
so STOP asking me what i got.
hah. no i'm kidding, it's okay, except once i get
over it, people keep asking me again, then i get
all sad again.

I got 6As.

6 OKAY?

So....now that we've got that straight :D
after we collected our results we went to OU, and i
spent the whole day there, cuz i had dinner with my
family to celebrate my results. my not so good results.
AAAAANYWAY..

met the WHOLE of KDU today, like Brianna, Colin, Berlin,
Keshia, Tiff, Chun Keat, Cong, Calv, San, Naj, Nick Lee, Jolynn + 4
Mozart, Edison guys. blahblahblah. AND..i saw Ashleigh!!!
i knew she'd be coming down but i totally forgot today/yesterday.
so yeah, WELCOME BACK ASH. miss you lots hey!
we've definitely got some catching up to do ;)

anyhow, my wonderful classmates bought a chocolate
banana cake for YingLing and I.
ahhaa, it was really awkwardly funny, cuz they were unprepared.
I saw the cake, and I was
like "What are you? Feeding the whole country??" and they were
just staring and smiling. we sat at the table, surrounding the cake.
nobody was touching it, and they were all staring at each other,
going "you say lah! anybody got anything to say?"

but obviously by that time, YingLing and I guessed that they
bought the cake as a farewell thingy. so yeah, Ying was like
"okay lah okay lah, we bought this cake for the both of you
cuz both of you are leaving. okay? okay! yay, we can eat now"

hahah, but it was sweet. thanks guys.

We watched Perhaps Love. and it was gay. retarded in other words,
for the people who dont understand :). when the movie ended,
the row behind us were cheering. the movie was way too draggy.
but it was pretty good filming for a chinese movie!

takeshi <3

anyway :D YingLing pierced her ear...AGAIN. we saw san and naj
there, they were getting semi-permanent tats. so yeah, when
Yl pierced her ear, i had a sudden urge to pierce my nose.
so i did.

HAH. just kidding.
yeah. not funny.

i wanted to, but i couldn't. i asked my dad and he pretended
not to hear me. my mom was an instant NO. so yeah. :D

went to adidas and YL got a pair of superstar ones? yeah, superstar
ones. and they looked really good. and i found this really nice
white hat thing, which looked pretty cool. so i might go back
and get it, it was quite cheap.

I dont think anything else interesting happened. didn't take
lotsa pictures, but i'll post the ones i took tmrw.
I bowled for awhile, kinda kepo-ed the guys
bowling game, and helped jian wai!
OH! and i was talking to Nick Lee...and then i realised he
reminds me of Gene. :) they both talk really softly! Gene
relies on actions to express himself, and Nick just smiles a lot.
hahaha...very cute.

anyway!
i'll be posting CAMP pictures at multiply tonight. so,
go check it out.

EDIT

stolen from Lak!

10 Years Ago
1. i started Piano lessons at Yahama/Yamaha whatever.
2. I started learning Mandarin at Tadika Chim
3. I went to Australia.

5 Years Ago
1. i was very chubby
2. I wore dungarees. =3. I went to America ;)

3 Years Ago
1. I was 12?
2. Was considering going to AISM
3. I had bad teeth.

Yesterday
1.Insomnia.
2. Painted my toe nails. haha
3. Watched Legally Blonde

Today
1. Ate Chocolate Banana cake with fantastic people.
2. met so many people i missed.
3. Wanted to pierce my nose

Tomorow I will..
1. or might go out with Steph.
2. buy ingredients for Christmas cookies
3. Wrap presents.
4. Plan Birthday party
5. Watch Sin City

5 Things I can't live without
1. Handphone. haha
2. Indian food.
3. Internet
4. my Guitar.
5. people I love.

4 People I Admire
1. My cousin
2. Alba. hahahaha.
3. Nez Eus. crack that code.
4. i was kidding bout no.3

6 Shows I like
1. Desperate Housewives which i cant watch anymore
2. One Tree Hill which has been put on hold til i can get my hands on s3
3. CSI: Vegas
4. OPRAH. :)
5. used to love alias, then it turned lame.
6.

5 Bad Habits I have
1. Procrastinator.
2. indecisive
3. forgetful
4. irresponsible
5. picks up books-starts reading-never finishes them unless
they're REALLY good

5 Things that Scare Me
1. butterflies
2. bugs. yes i know i'm bimbotic
3. my inability to keep promises
4. What I'm gonna be when I grow up
5. Scary music

3 Things you are wearing right now
1. slippers ;)
2. T Shirt
3. Laguna Beach shorts!

3 Of Your Favourite Hobbies
1. Making Music
2. Playing Music
3. Listening to it too. ;)
yes i have no life

5 Careers You Are Considering
1. Missions. People jobs.
2. Music
3. Law
4. Medicine
5. Photography/Drama/Theatre. whatever

3 Places You Want To Go on a Vacation
1. Paris. parlait vous francais. je m'atapelle. yeah. right
2. Hawaii please!
3. Bali. yes yes yes i know. ' you want to die ah? '

now look me in the eye and tell me that isn't the longest
post ever!

2005-12-22T02:23:00.000+08:00

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2005-12-22T01:28:00.000+08:00

weird... i dont remember putting up that post of weird quizzes.
my blog's insane.

anyhow, i went christmas shopping today. other than that,
i cant really remember what else i did.

i cant wait for church service this sunday!!!!!
cookies for everyone!!!!!

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2005-12-21T02:17:00.000+08:00

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how embarassing :)

Dorian Grey

2005-12-20T16:42:00.000+08:00

Dorian Grey's that guy from the League of Extraordinary
Gentleman isn't he???

:D anyhow, good luck to Dorian Grey/the Healers :)
I'll miss you guys lots.

A Soul A Passion

2005-12-19T11:53:00.000+08:00

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
i'm back!
:D for good now, and i'm free right up to the 25th of January.
so you know what THAT means. OUTINGS! xD
anyhow, i had SUCH an awesome time at camp.
It was definitely the best church camp i've attended over
the last few years.

The theme was a soul a passion, and i think it was great
because so many of us struggle to have a passion for God.
and this camp was just so full of crying, I think JY's definitely
gonna grow next year. and i really dont feel like leaving anymore
after this camp.

I shared at the end of camp, and got quite emotional, telling them
how I've met so many great people this year, and i'm leaving.
at the end of my whole 'speech' i was like 'i love you guys' and
almost cried. hahahaha...darn emo. But honestly, to the church
people that read my blog.... i'm gonna miss you guys so much.
BUT, i'll be back for camps, so. yeah :D

anyhow, :D i'll be putting up pictures on multiply soon. i
have SO MANY pictures. it's crazy. so keep reading my blog.
:D

Oh, this camp was so interesting. on the second day, i
got stuck in the bathroom for about 20 minutes. and while
trying to get out i cut myself on 2 fingers. BUT, the way i got
out? quite smart lah :D it's kinda hard to explain, but let's just
say that it was smart. XD.
and then on the second day, playing butt ball. this guy who was
in my team punched me in the face while trying to score a goal.
so stupid okay. i was RIGHT in front of him, NOBODY was
defending me, and he decided to be SO smart by trying to
score a goal when he was like 10 feet away.
i'm like "PASS IT TO ME!" and he's holding the ball trying to
throw it, and when he did, he punched me in the face.
ish.

ANYWAY, and then on the last night. I got to sing with
sara lau. we sang Angel by sarah mclachlan for Aunty
Amy, cuz it was her last JY camp. it was SO impromptu,
sara was supposed to sing it on her own. but a few hours
before, we were both showering, and she was singing the song,
and since i knew it, i sang along. and then all of a sudden she's like
"WHO'S SINGING?" and after that she asks me if i wanna sing
with her. and i said okay. hahahah.
see ..at church. i dont do a lotta singing. so people dont know
that i like to sing. we were practicing, and eric was like
"suezen....you can sing????" so. it was really fun.
so thank you sara. it was really nice of her.

and after that, Paul told me he's gonna sign me up as worship
leader for next year. and i dont know how to worship lead.

but yeah. camp this year was REALLY good. even though
a lot of people fell sick, most people got better, so thank
God.
God spoke to me for the first time at this camp.
i know a lot of you wouldn't really care, but i just wanna share
la yeah?

I think most of you know that i'm more of a ...musical person.
I really wanted to pursue a career in music even if it was gonna
be hard. but anyway, besides the point :D

Shawn Kong, the speaker after one of his sessions, he told us
that we could go up to the microphone and tell God what
we wanted to do for Him. and I went up, which is definitely
not something I'd do. but i felt like i really needed to share.
so I told God that i wanted to go on missions in india for Him.

I thought it would've been easy, but i broke down mid
sentence. which was quite embarassing, but that's not the point.
haha. i started crying and crying, i had so much to say, but
went straight to the point, cuz it was really hard to say
anything anyway.

so yeah. this camp has been really different. I think it's
safe to say that i've changed spiritually. so it's all good.

okay, if you've read until here. good job and thanks
hahahaha.

I MISS YOU GUYS.

p/s: remember i'm back now :D until the 25th of january.

lotsa love.

KDU prom

2005-12-09T12:36:00.000+08:00

first of all
HAPPY BIRTHDAY NAJWA
i cant believe you have to work on your birthday
so retarded. miss you lotsss!!!
<3

anddddddddddddddd
WE ROCKED last night. :D
hahaha, well we did pretty okay!
and I had lotsa fun, I even got roses from guys!
lmaorofl.
i love the band no?
i'm gonna go sleep now
byebye

ring ring ring ringggggg

2005-12-02T09:13:00.000+08:00

hey alllll!

I'M BACK! :)

well, yes, it's 9:27 in the morning. Arrived at 5:30am, and i'm not tired.
:D I watched Fantastic Four on the plane, hahaha. For the 4th time probably.
and Chris Evans is so cute. I slept through the rest of the journey.
which was a good thing, cuz we all know how i am on planes.
i hate planes.

anyhow, everything's set. I'm starting school at PLC on the 29th of January.
I hate myself for not calling Kea Leng.
Kea Leng, if you're reading this, I promise I'll call you out when i'm there
in January again. Thanks for helping with the schools and all, but my dad
likes PLC..and i kinda liked it too! missing you lots yo!

So, I was just going through my electives next year. And...i decided to take

Drama
Photography
French

so i'm really excited bout that.
je comme corses

I have camp tomorrow at Seremban. And i cant wait. it's gonna be a really laid back
christian camp. i'm a bit nervous too, cuz there're only 2 people
from my church going. and what if i dont know anybody!
yeah

Hope you guys have been doing okay. I need to go out with everybody
before i leave.

btw, Thanks fooey for keeping me updated on stuff back here!

lotsa love.

2005-11-28T15:26:00.000+08:00

chris evans...... <3

:insert drooling icon:

Australiaaaaa :)

2005-11-23T18:35:00.000+08:00

Hey all! haven't blogged in ages yo?

I'm in Australia right now, and it's really cold. I dont think
i'd be able to handle Winter here. blaaaddy.
So anyway, I wont be going to MLC after all, way too
expensive. i mean, it's AUSD 29,000.
I mean, hello. that's like RM60,000.. that's even
more expensive than a year at Melbourne U.
So i've signed up at PLC for next year, great school,
the school's 7 Hectars. so that's pretty huge, i cant
wait to do all the fun stuff they offer. but, it's a
girls' school, so it wont be that fun, BUT they do have
socials, so it'll be okay. ;p i went to Donvale CC to check
it out too, people there are super friendly, and the
guys are uber cute. hah.

So yeah, i havne't been doing lots of shopping,
i hate converting. it's like, everything here's really
expensive if you convert, so i'm trying to convince
myself not to convert everything, but it's not working.
i managed to buy a dress for the prom this year though ;)
didn't cost too much. Went to Forrest Hill today, and it
was quite fun. Didn't do much yesterday, I really
wanted to tag along with the Griffiths' to watch
Hayley's netball game. but i couldn't cuz i wanted
to go home and take a shower, cuz i felt greasy. hahaha,
naw, i couldn't cuz we had to go out for dinner. ARGH,
and their dog is so cute. Scruffy! it's like some weird
fluffy dog. hahah.....really cute though.

Sunday. was the funniest day ever. we went to this
church nearby, for the 9am service. okay, but first of all,
the day we arrived, we drove past the church. and it looked
like it was a pretty hip church.. it was called EDGE.
there was this sign that said

9am Traditional Worship
10:30am Family Worship.

so yeah, we had to go to Yarra at 12, so we couldn't attend
the family worship. so we decided to go to the traditional one,
thinking that it would be okay, normal early morning worship.
then we arrived, and there were like 10 cars parked outside.
my cousin was like 'uh...are you sure we're not attending a
service for old people?'
hah, and then we went in, loads of old people. lmaorofl? and
the service was REALLY weird, like people would just randomly stand
up and share, or sing hymns. i mean, i know it's okay as long,
as ure worshipping God. but it just seemed really weird.
my aunt was trying to hold back her laugh until her
face went all red. but on a brighter note, they served tim-tams
after the service. ha. ha. :)

Anyhow, we'll be going to the city this weekend to
try and shop. hahah, i'll be back home next friday if
anybody cares :D

hope you guys are enjoying your holidays. :D

oh yeah, i've been reading harry potter and the
half-blood prince. haha, it's pretty good actually.
i find harry+ginny very exciting. mhmm!
yeah, did i also tell you guys that the healers
will be performing at prom without
any practice whatsoever? yeah, bless us.